♥시아준수♥김재중♥

the promise.

2012-02-13T16:28:00.003+08:00

the starting of the busy days - November to December.
the busy days - January.
the continuing of busy days and the end - February.

when am I going to reliven my blog with all these. craziness.
so busy since the start of 2012.
but in a way, happy busy. although getting tired now.
hmmm will have my share of rest after this two weeks.
and this blog. I'll see what I'll do with it.

2011-12-28T18:33:00.004+08:00

An old photo from my art folio stuff from 2 years ago. Sakura~ really like the flower.
the pinkish tint of it, how sweet looking it is.

hope to see a place filled with sakuras! one of my new year wish? haha

this December, with a little bit of 積極性, and with a group of friends, can say as quite busy. but really happy with it ^^
Hope this year ends well. with new year countdowns and stuffs, next year would be another great year! lets make it happen that way *positive thinking* hahaha

Deepavali

2011-12-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

Oct 26- old but I just want to share it out~ :)

Deepavali greeting cards envelope... :) rough work. just realized I wrote Gheetan's name wrong after finishing it. sorry! but can't change it anymore unless I...repaint one. :(
first time celebrating Deepavali with Mugu and Kumar. ^^
was really happy that day. spending time with friends and all.
and ate a lot of Indian cuisines. XD

the guys rented two cars, thought Kar Mun and I couldn't fit in...but fortunately we did. :)
going to Nilai was faster than I thought, the journey was about an hour?
We got lost on the way to Mugu's house, haha but it was just for a while. XD

when we reached there, Wada sensei and Eikawa sensei have already arrived.

festive cookies~ yumm

Later, we went to Kumar's house in Shah Alam, his map helped a lot. although it was out of proportion. XD still readable. thanks to him, reached there safely.
Kumar's father is an interesting person. the way he talks reminds me of Kumar. lol. guess he resembles his dad then. ^^

While more and more guests, Mizuno sensei then Sato sensei arrives, Kumar's house got crowded with KTJ. XD
then suddenly, Kumar's father suggested to take a walk - in the rain. @.@
and his reason was we were taking the oxygen inside and needed to let sensei breathe. haha
so, walked around the recreational park nearby.
can't get to play with the others because I was holding the umbrella and Ishi sensei was beside me. then he asked me about rawang and stuff...and...he told me that he would want to visit there someday near the future.
kind of shocking since no one asked this before.

dinner :D

photo of the day? haha parody of the monument. XD

Ishi Sensei outing

2011-12-01T22:02:00.009+08:00

rawang? seriously?! shinjirarenakattakedo...

my teacher and his wife came to Rawang for a half day tour.
they were supposed to reach here by 3, but due to the famous densha's problem, which is chikoku, they boarded the train late. shikatanainaaa.

Didn't have much time to do many sight-seeings actually,
but we've managed to bring them to Templer's park, a reserved forest area with recreational stuffs. Waterfalls, monkeys, forests... :D

It has been a long time since I last go there. once during primary time, if not mistaken.
the weather was cloudy, but luckily we got to go to the waterfalls for a while.

following sensei? XD

clean water~

hi there~ :D

monkeys everywhere~ XD

Quite a journey climbing up the mountain's stairs to see a proper waterfall.

Sensei and his wife said that it was their first time seeing clean river in KL.
probably the ones they've seen was in the city. =.=
this time would've at least leave a good image of rivers here then.
My mom got excited and went to play with water, lol. She even made sensei's wife and I go play too. XD Although being the tourguide of the day, the trip kind of relaxed me too, it's like getting away from stressing places like sa. :X

ishi sensei playing with water! XD

It was for a while until it started drizzling. Luckily we got down before the rain got heavier.

My dad then suggested we go to the orchid farm first then only go home.
The orchid farm is just next to my house area so agreed with the plan lo.
Don't know why but it's more like my parents wanted to go there themselves. LOL
in the end, my parents got orchids. XD

beautiful orchids~ :D the place was so colourful! lovelove. haha

Went back home to rest for a while and get my sis before going to Kuala Selangor for dinner.
Seafood...yummm. even sensei agrees. XD Fish was fresh! ate until fullfull. XD
forgot to take photos...maybe because I was too hungry. hahahah

Another memory to keep in mind. :) hope that my KTJ friends can come here someday too. But now it's not the time yet right. haha next year then! :P

Deepavali~

2011-11-02T21:48:00.003+08:00

first time celebrating Deepavali with KTJ~ ^^

although can't do much really, only helped eating, saying wishes and taking photos. XD
it was fun~

this counts as teaser? can't upload much from here. =.="

will update soon~

LIVE.

2011-10-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

awesome way to end a holiday.
-getting to get crazy with MK and Manyee. LOLOL

so long since we met, and first time doing this together. XDDD

[what are you wearing?]

my message from those two. haha they must've been talking about it the whole week already. XD They were going to wear dress.

[you must wear dress too!]

... O.O

[but I already planned to wear skirt~]

after sometime of explaining my point, (so hard to persuade them la. =.=)
so yeah. ended up winning the "outfit debate" :D

things we did? haha see for yourself. XD

there's a person in the lift with us with a o.O face when we took photos. XDDD

Manyee went away first because she had a wedding dinner to attend.
walked around the shopping mall later with mk, and ate ice-creammmm~ :D

went home dizzy. hahah

2011-10-21T18:17:00.002+08:00

我慢好き？忍耐強い？Am I?

I've been thinking, why would someone put another person into test even when the person already said the reasons clearly. what are friends for? in this situation?
what about consideration? tolerance?

I can't understand that someone.

It's just a series of events that made a person tired to explain the purpose and reason of doing it. For the sake of that someone and the person themselve.
and there comes ignorance.

hate myself for being like that. but, I'm tired. found other solutions for my own problem.

Enjoy, live well.

Without a name?

2011-10-21T17:20:00.003+08:00

wahhhh so long since I updated this. kind of *left* my blog in a corner. :O

the reason behind my hiatus (not updating my blog),

1. forgot my password. (great memory I have =.=) Blogger wanted me to change my password for some reasons I forgot long time ago, and I changed then forgot it. So when I want to come back to update, it's like taking ages since my internet speed at hostel is not faster than the snail. GREAT, firstfirst got mood to blog, and dissappeared because can't sign in. =.=

2. Even though changed my password, my weekends are practically filled with dramas. Because got many dramas that I want to watch suddenly, lol. And am continuing now~! haha

3. Stuffs around, including college, aren't going really well for me this 2 months. Annoying stuffs happening I guess. then lost my mood already. underwent serious thinking, of what am I doing. Seriously, dislike those uncertainties. thats why I don't like gossips that hurts another fellow even though it happens. I'm not any better so, I'll just stop here.

4. Disconnecting myself from the virtual social world unintended. Just realized this after being asked some questions. Not on purpose I guess, just a way to find back something that I think I've forgotten before this. I can't even explain it. It's just...a feeling.

Now...that I've get enough of dramas~ need to put some attention to my blog... heh.

\to clean away the dust bunnies here. ^^~

せき

2011-08-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

席変わりたいいいいい！（Aug 9)

先週変わったけど。はは、よかった～
前の席はちょっと黒板をみにくくて、いやだって。寝てばかり。困った。＠。＠

これから沢山しゃべれるね。XD

Sem 44444444

2011-08-08T19:52:00.003+08:00

Starting of sem 4! gosh. so fast.
and I'm still blurring about something. =.=
oh how I wish the answer would just pop up in my mind already!

Today, I woke up as usual, and one new thing for breakfast is, nutella! with bread. :D loving the chocolate flavour now. the packaging quite convenient, so no need to worry about ants going in the jar. like the peanut butter case. =.=

Class was usual, except...one thing. the aircond was broken! or so we thought...until Yi Xing? found out that the aircond froze at the inner part.
(no wonder...it looked different.)
talking about the coolness of our class during holiday, it FROZE. XDDD
it should be the cold class now. hahaha
the frozen air cond resulted in half a day of. hotness. first time sweating so much in class. :O

So, we had our little ice breaking ceremony on our first day. and got back the super cold air cond. kind of missed it.

got back listening and conversation results. notbadnotbad.
could have done better...can't blame anyone but myself for spacing out during choukai. XD
the other subjects, are fine. :D Ishouldcongratulatemyselfandbuythatthing. lol.

puasa time makes me wanna make bento, but quite lazy to wake up early just for making lunch. hmmm.
Sensei told me my marks for dokkai and all. :D I want to see my mistakes!

Ganbarouka, hwaiting! last sem already!

MTV World Stage

2011-08-07T01:02:00.006+08:00

note: another fangirl post. :D

24th July! a day where I get to see...Beast again. :DDDD
went to MTV world stage, thanks to MK who won the tickets. (LOL, concert buddies. XD)
lucky us. I-city wasn't that far from hostel. :D
so, planned to go back after seeing Beast. Since, finals were starting on Tues. (bye finals. :O) and MK can't go back late. so yeah, the decision was made.
reached there at 6.00pm, first time at I-city..first impression...hmm. nothing much at daytime, nighttime was pretty nice. :)

got into the concert venue.

didn't have high hopes of getting to see them close this time, yappari, super far.
results of being shorter than super tall guys in front, you see mostly heads.
luckily there's the screen where you can see them clearer, MUCH more clearer. :D

Made a friend straight away. ^^ another Cassiopeia, but came to support Beast. like me. XD we just stayed together the whole time. She brought lightstick too, haha.
One thing, people were smoking beside us. =.= iyaaaa. the smoke was really choking.
No other better place to stand also. ishhhh. why can't they just think about others.

Pop Shuvit, a Malaysian band had the opening act during sunset. Not bad, their songs. the live singing aren't reaalllyyy that strong for me yet, but there's still room for improvements. ^^ hwaiting Malaysia!

By the time Beast came out, it was already dark. :D all cool and windy~
They looked extra cool this time! With awesome stage entrance and all. Hyunseungie with fedora hat, Junhyungie with sunglasses!!!! @.@
they sang 5 songs, and this time, I was actually more concentrated listening to each one of the song. Rainy Days are love!

ahh last time was fanmeet. so not much fancy stages or clothes. =.=

after Beast's performances, lingered around before going to mk's parents.

red and blue trees~ :D

Inpro, Bon Odori (REDRED day~)

2011-08-05T18:08:00.000+08:00

jya~ back to the july trace back stuff.

Third week
Sat, 16/7
as it is dubbed, 「どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？」の日
in remembrance of a song with the same title. a sad song with happy melody. such an irony.
glad I wasn't left all alone that day. if not...@.@ can't imagine the emoness filled in that month. D: hidoiii.

So instead, my mind was filled with inpro, hungriness, bon odori and going home~
it was too full with those till I almost forgot about it. hmm, いいことかな～

morning, inpro! we 3 took the 7.30 bus.
Chen Zhun and Melvin came later (osoinee :P)
the gynasium was filled with other programme students, starting practicing and all.
after they came, then found out that our girl kohai, priscilla didn't know there was competition that day! =.="
somemore being blamed for not informing her. =.=
gosh got me panicked only. phew luckily priscilla came in time.

group photo with Russian and Korean programme students ^^

most of us didn't eat proper breakfast that day. which means, we were starving for about half a day. @.@ plus, with a lot of energy used for athletes. pity them especially getting into the last parts and all.
the canteen or koperasi should've been on business whenever there's similar events. =.=

btw, our Ruskoj cheerleading team really have the spirit, lol. one of the loudest in court. XD kumar they all came for a while and it's enough to make the place more than nigiyaka.

badminton group~ XD

we were supposed to be ready for 出発 before 3pm, but the competition got more and more exciting. since ruskoj team are getting nearer to the finals. :D
Thought of going back early (it was already 3pm =.=), to pack and ready some stuffs actually.
But, no bus. coll bus wasn't in service. great.
go out also...hmmm. when the mini bus will come? =.="

since I was doing...nothing important? and was hungry, so decided to go buy something outside. and...the place was...荒れていた？warm wind, silence (except for cars), strangers.
no signs of coll students. @.@
hmmm...walked as usual anyways. haha although first time seeing this kind of scene.
had problems buying stuff at the bus station there. :O don't know what they eat also...bread also like afterwards I found it at a nearby market. @.@ then halfway back, realized that more people are starving. feel a bit guilty. aih.

after CZ and Mel's third match, we've finally decided to go back (already around 5)
(already tired, missed the odori practice, with still empty stomach,)
went to the stadium by taxi, and by the time we reached there, it's already 5.40 something. :O

the stadium~

with Itou sensei~ ^^

wanted to have a better lighting, but suddenly many people squeezed into this frame. XD

Ying Zhi~ thanks for saving the bento~ ^^ onaka sugoku suita! haha
thanks Yixing for breaking the hashi. LOL. was real low on energy to break it. XD
thanks for the taxifee! :D

Odori was...fun :D a bit nervous before, but luckily didn't do many mistakes. lol. even the shirt pulling part was fine~ ^^

my family came, and they saw me dance! right behind of me! and I didn't see them. too focus. LOL @.@ but really happy for their support. hahahah
thought only my mom would come, who knew my dad and sis came too. XD sudden surprises. hahaha
really nice dancing odori ^^ seeing many people doing it was fun too~!
the food there...betsuni. hmm. expensive lo for me...
didn't get to stay there longer because want to avoid traffic.

Got back and ate supper at mamak stall. :D
and...straight sleep after shower and stuff.

although really tired, but was a valuable day. ^^
another thing to remember on this date. :D

Sun, after and before a rainy day.

2011-08-04T17:44:00.008+08:00

どうしてか、わかんないけど、
さっき何となく、カメラを持ちついて、外へ出た。

雨後の空、太陽が少し出たとき、家の周りの写真を撮りたくなった。（＾ー＾”）

少し見えるんだ～

丸く黄色い点のある蜂～突然飛んで来ちゃって。。。はは

蜂蜜を取り作るの？

やっぱり緑が多い。。。

window shopping?

2011-08-03T17:47:00.000+08:00

went out today~ :D
settled some stuff and went to the curve.
randomly browsed around. but got...nothing. =.=

ate tutti frutti yogurt!

hisashiburi~!

finally can wear it~ heh.

...such a random outing. XD

btw, one more episode till the end! Paradise Meadow!!! ♥

Chem experiment. =.=

2011-08-03T01:06:00.009+08:00

Third week-

13/7- Chem experiment

Nothing much about it, but playing with colours...in a way, was "fun" o.o
first time wearing lab coat at coll.

love the red leaves. matches with my things too. XDDD

red leaf ring~ hahaha XD

colours~!!!

owh and later we went to the big hall, to check out the minggu persatuan thingy ^^
give support? lol.

TVXQ!

Penang Motivation

2011-08-01T13:16:00.017+08:00

Hmmm the busy month finally ended. a month filled with many many mixed emotions. every week there's sure some events going on for this month.
too busy to blog? not exactly, but more like don't have suitable time for it, I guess.

First week - Beast fanmeet tour, as the post before.

Second week - Penang Motivation course.

Let's start with this to retrace back what happened for the month.
7/7 - 7/9

the journey started, ktj was separated into two classes per bus.
still, prefer to sit freely. quite a quiet journey...in a way. aih.

reached Bukit Bendera first.

the new train? was faster than I thought.
our student priced ticket costs only RM4, whereas foreigners, our sensei, costs much more. like not fair eh... @.@

Takeda sensei was so cute! although supposed to feel sad for him to pay so much...awww.

somemore there was haze that day, the view all gone. how "nice". =.=
so we just walked around the place after reaching, nothing much to do there also. So took photos lo! haha

Got to Bayview hotel at evening, got to stay back with Kar Mun. ^^

But the room like standard room, unlike some of the others. don't really mind it anyways.
Many of them went for swimming. Was tired and got a bit cold so don't really feel like going in. @.@
looks like they had fun.

Had buffet dinner~ :)

then gathered at the hall, and written our negai on paper since it was tanabata that day. Sang a tanabata song, like nursery song, awww so cute. XD

Planned to go out later, but in the end, it was just walking around the place, went to combi, bought juice and went back hotel because no mood adde. zannenda. it was slighting drizzling that night too.

Ended up back in hotel. and later looks like almost everyone came back too. lol
played cards, talked, truth or dare (although I didn't get it. :P) hahaha in a way, had fun. XD especially the dares were fun to watch.

while playing cards~

didn't really do anything much but this is better than walking outdoors getting nowhere.
slept lateeee. :O

woke up early next morning for breakfast, then to the hall for Penang Race briefing and stuff.
and it all became a blur. lol. started off with Love Lane, ended up not finishing the missions and got back. XD

not really into the race mode anyways. But the good thing was, getting to know Penang more. A place where I go for countless times and yet to know where is this, where is that. getting to know more through walking. Although we can take a bus or taxi. =.= Well, sometimes, precious things can only be found when you stop and actually take a look at it.
At least I know it a lil bit more, it's like knowing my family more too, sooo felt a bit grateful for this race. ^^

Went to Prangin Mall for lunch and my promise to Sharon. ^^ It was raining that time.
First time walking and leading people to KOMTAR in my life. LOL felt a bit 得意 since I've never did this before. XD although got lost a bit. but still we got there! yayyyy!

Ate at wong kok. ^^

afterwards, the guys went back with sensei first, while we walked around the place. Sharon really did a lot of shopping that day. XD I bought Paradise Meadow! was so excited to watch it (watching it nowww. :DDD) hahah and got KarMun's present wrapper. Ying Zhi bought T-shirt~ ^^

Lost count of how many times I bathed. lol.

Then it was odori practice. My cold seemed to got worser after went in contact with the rain. @.@ Ate panadol but still it doesn't seem right. great. I was practically half dreaming while practice. Aih. got hungry again and ate a lot of skittles. @.@"

Dinner was...BBQ~! :3 yumyum. oishikatta~ XD or maybe because I was hungry? nahh. must be both. LOL

And...another good thing was...sensei shortened kuliah and brought us to Batu Ferringhi beach!!!
passed by my grandmother's house! can even see her apartment. awww makes me wanna go meet her badly!
it has been yearsss since I last went there. :D last time was...with my cousins, during primary? hahaha then after that we just go to other beaches to play. XD

Yippie guided us to beach!

Night time beach has a quiet feel to it. love it! and it's not hot. XD It has been
quite some time since I've touched beach sand and seawater. ^^ it felt great and relaxing. first time going to beach with friends, so was really happy. :D
felt like singing too. XD I guess my friends had the same thought too.hahahaha recorded a video of them singing Koi no uta! XDDDD!

stayed there for a while before going around the night market aimlessly. LOL. went into the grand-looking thai restaurant just for the toilet. XD
yippie went with her family for supper that time.

Then it was birthday celebration for KarMun and Melvin~ ^^
like the feel when all of us are together...although I didn't talk much about these stuffs. because it makes me feel all mushy. LOL.
it was fun. :D

Next morning, waking up tiredly...although wishing for more sleep, but too bad breakfast doesn't wait! so dragged myself, and ate breakfast. lol. my brain was half functioning throughout the quiz. so sorry to my teammates for not helping out much. =.=

at least we got prize for quiz? LOL.
the airplane flying and stuffs were enjoyable. even being hit by paper airplane. felt sorry for being in the way. Jessy and I got hit. XD

we started our journey back a bit earlier, because of the demo thingy. (no difference actually because of the stops) =.=

thats all~ and credits to karmun and yixing for some of the photos taken ^^

2011-08-01T12:36:00.001+08:00

finally have the time to edit my codings!
ermmm, this isn't a new skin tho. I've used it before. :O

but it's pretty! :D there's a navigation on the left, just click on the words. :)

2011-07-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

你的外表給人的感覺，似乎非常依賴別人，

但是事實上，你卻是出乎意料之外堅強，

就算發生了什麼意外事故，你也會將自己保護得非常好的。

......should I be happy about this? maybe I should. hmm.

=.=

2011-07-21T19:47:00.002+08:00

what a blur person I am. !!!
aihhh. forgot to bring this and that.
@.@!!

lost my phone somemoreee! yahhh.
The thing happened like this,
After reaching petrol station,I was woke up a girl siting beside me, (actually was sleeping also) then she said thanks. walked down
Maybe because I just woke up from sleep also (plus being hungry?), I rushed to giant to buy food. lol
reaching hostel, realized something, my phone gone! how nice.

the guard helped me found it, thankfully.

been having weird feelings lately. gah. maybe because of that? =.= yeah, quite sure already. better keep it away.

...should I forget it? but...ah nevermind.

2011-07-14T21:59:00.001+08:00

ahhhhh something's wrong with my codings! T.T
saddd but
this means....new blogskin! haha

hmmm how should it be like this time? hehe

Fiction

2011-07-03T17:05:00.003+08:00

(Note: this is a fan post, so if you're not comfortable reading this, just ignore. tq)

Finally met Beast~!!! ^o^ and seeing the penguin dance, shock dance, soom dance and moremore. :DDDDD

This time considered to be quite lucky that I won 2 rock zone tickets. At first I was just trying my luck by sending it in. who knows, so surprised I got the phone call! Then, came the problem - what should I do with it? The first thing that came into my mind was, give one to a friend that likes beast a lot.
Then, whats next? the leftover one? give it to someone? sell it? @.@
Making the decision was quite difficult. so, I tried selling it on the event page. LOL. failed anyways, ended up calling mk last minute to come. XDDD
then she rushed from rawang to subang, about two hours plus only she reached. :O

while waiting~

Lined up at the rock corner first, since he has to pray and mk didn't reached yet. (if only...I can go to the hotel side entrance for vip treatment. XDDD wonder how is it like? LOLOL) But of course, thought over and over, being with friends makes everything more fun, so yeah went through the normal entrance. ^^

me, mk and izzat

Unfortunately, by the time we got in, merchandise that I wanted was sold out. :( aihaih. (dear towel, I'll get you someday. hahahaha)

the stage

Buying that ticket was worth it. Reason is I can see the stage clearly, and Junhyung was either standing at in front of me or at the right side! :D:D (Ignoring the "fact", I'll still support him, as a fan.) Hyunseung looked cute wearing the specs and happy that he made a lot of adlibs. XD If I really want to say then this will never end. Overall, it was really awesome seeing them singing live. :3 Seeing that they debuted 2 years ago, they're really good.

The last encore, everyone ran in front, so I followed XD 2 meters apart only! can see so clearly and finally I can see them more closely. :O Finally saw Junhyung smiling, awww so cute. heh. Everyone went high that time~! Before that people only sat down and watched. I was practically on the edge of my seat. XD (LOL english)

The organiser was fine this time, everything went well, started and finished in time. Love this tour. A bit sad that it was short. but sweet enough, till next time then.

btw, think I just improved my video taking skills. in a way. :X

Gathering~

2011-06-25T22:49:00.005+08:00

An unusual, complicated, surprises, fun filled day. lol
Kind of can't believe myself still going out after getting broke. @.@
ah I missed them too much.

went to TS today, with my sis and her "friend".
waitwaitdelaywait...taikutsunaa to omottetatokini, coincidentaly met leexiang at ktm station! she was on her way to tuition at KL. :D
talked about many stuff even though for a while only. XD so glad I met her! hahah

then walked to monorail station. suddenly the monorail stopped working and have to delay one hour plus!! =.= public transport yerrrr.
took taxi with an unknown pretty girl who was going to the same place with us. wahhh she can really talk lo. like talking to old friend only. she reminds me of an old friend. hmmm.

during the taxi ride, got unknown number called me, and I accepted the call which...gave me a pleasant surprise. (B) :D And in just less than a few minutes, another unknown number called, but a bit weird. About some enquiry for college stuffs. :O but I already am college-problemless so a bit reluctant to give my info. =.=

Karaoke session was crazy. lol. they sang like releasing stress only. hahaha but fun also la. If only, I was with mk my kx lx they all. I'd be the one crazy. XD watched Green Lantern later, it was an okay movie. storyline quite dragging.

Sinyit so pretty today! first time seeing her like this and can't stop taking pics with her XD

Bought one important thing today, BEAST LIGHTSTICK! a must for concerts. XD thought I wouldn't have had the chance to buy it, but luckily today went ts! hahahaah

took us a long time to get back here (this is normal. =.=) my stomach was super hungryyyy! so energy-less when going back to eat. lol.

finished in a jiff

今週。

2011-06-24T00:52:00.001+08:00

沢山文句を言いたくなった。　＝。＝
アイゴオ。。。

でも、病気が治ったのは良かった。心配をかけてごめんね～
そのメセージ達、ありがとう！　本当に感動した。　
これからもっと健康に注意する！

もう一つ。。。この熊ちゃん！　ブログに紹介したい！XD
まだ名前がないけど。今寮のベッドにおいてある。ははは

2011-06-18T10:18:00.002+08:00

things aren't going by plannn. :(
knew that eating at that shokudo wasn't going to be a good thing.
I rethink and rethink again, it must be the food I ate there. how nice. T^T
food poisoning, fever and others all came to me like a sudden virus attack.
I hate you, sickness.

no energy on Fri after vomitting in the morning, didn't eat breakfast, just milo.
thought it was just indigestion, but its food poisoning. great now I'm gonna stick to medicines, water and tasteless stuffs for the weekend. :(((

I really really...aihhhh. T_T

Birthday.

2011-06-09T22:15:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthdayyyy!!! 19 already...wowww. so fast I'm this old.

thanks for making it special with all of you here this year.
can say that this is the first time, I'm celebrating the day with friends. :D
used to just celebrate it with my family and relatives. cutting cakes and stuff. ^^
just simple.

Cut the cake with Xavier, who was having birthday on that day.
actually I'm still blurring when he said happy birthday to me, thought he wanna to wish me early. o.o blame my lack of sleep (3 hours) for my blur-ness.
by the time I realised it, it's when you all looking at me singing the song. :O
sorry for my slow brain function.
checked the cake, then only saw my name on it. XD

LIKELIKELIKE the ice cream cake! hehe. white cream with colourful sprinkles on the outside, rainbow-ish ice cream on the inside. :D :D

The thing that really surprised me was on thursday. haha
actually I was wondering why Melvin took the amp/speaker thing to coll that day, I asked him and he said Jyun have something to do, so I just passed the question.
Then at 12, they were fixing something in Natsu.
At 1, ChenZhun told me that Yippie wanted to see me in Natsu, and many people were staying back...so felt a bit fishy there, asked them why but no one gave me a proper answer. :O
And suddenly, a chipmunk-ish voice called my name. Got...shocked? in an amusing way. :D 可愛すぎ, especially when you look at the person talking with the mic. XDD

thanks for the super pink bear and taking all the trouble to set up all those. ^^

like its paw especially!!! :3

Birthday resolutions? hmmm.

A quiet...saturday.

2011-06-04T18:34:00.006+08:00

what a day?

where got mom suddenly call to remind her daughter to watch FT Island? here *waves* XD so random, my mom so cute la~ heh. 엄마~하트병병~! hahaha

FT Island, FT sounds like my name. XD
Five Treasures Island, sounds weird at first, got used to it after a while.
There are weirder band names that doesn't make sense. LOL go Konglish. XD
3 years since I've known this band. so long. @.@
Like them mainly because of Hongki's voice. can't believe he's just older by 2 years.

last time I watched You're Beautiful also because of Hongki and JGS, during SPM somemore XD good times, haha.
recent korean comeback is love. not bad actually, and I got more Jap songs to listen to now thanks to them.

By the way, met Pyngpyng and Sinyit today! :D awww missed them a lott.
actually called many friends, but most of them busy and not around. aih.
getting harder and harder to meet them as time passes. :(
hope I'll see them next time asap. ^^

And how can I forget, lol, today is Micky's Birthday~!
Happy Birthday Micky~!!! ^^

Fiction~ Fiction~

2011-06-03T00:49:00.006+08:00

...got the ticket to BEAST's tour! yoshh. :D
a lil bit pity thinking that I could've gotten a better seat than this...
but better than nothing! yayyy~!!
onemonthmoreonemonthmore.

can see their penguin dance liveeee. hahaha
if you don't understand what is penguin dance...here's a vid. XD

Keep listening to girl groups and singers lately...started this earlier part of the year? pretty girls~

Recently is After School especially Nana and Kahi! Love their tap dance! ^o^ their last single was drums. impressive dancing skills.

and...Secret! last time I was addicted to Shy Boy and now...Starlight Moonlight's not bad, :D at least something different from electro pop stuffs

Like Secret's JiEun especially.

IU too! she's so cuteee. lovelovelove her voice! ^^
her acoustic version of Gee, Lies and Sorry Sorry is one of my favs. :D

Mixed and all scattered.

2011-06-02T00:53:00.007+08:00

you know sometimes you get mixed feelings and don't know how to start sorting everything out one by one?

...right. this is one of it.

Holidays started this week (half gone already T.T), the week before was Sem 3's mid sem.

and juniors came in the weekend before. *made me go back hostel earlier. :(
luckily recharged at home before going back. XD
but in a way, it was a new experience. ^^

senpai-kohai meeting, took quite a while to end. causing us to be stopped by the guard when going in. =.=" have to explain this and that somemore, and being lectured. aih.

went to church with Sharon they all for the first time by bus! lol.

the exam week, although not as stressful, but almost break my nerves.
not the first time this happened. 辛抱が沢山必要なああ。=.=
glad that holidays were near, if not, don't know what'll happen.

oh and Poly's birthday celebration! ^^
some blur pics. lol.

bringing the cake singing happy birthday

cake with messages and drawing. XD

Had teacher's day celebration on Fri.
didn't get to take photos because of the failed charger. @.@

fun times, haha.
really so fast everything went by, it's already a year.
I'm really really glad now, that I'm with KTJ, with all of you.
things I never thought I'd know, friends and teachers I never thought of knowing.
1 year may be short ,or long. depends on how you think of it.
LOL like the bun from dokkai only. =.=

Went to Genting later in the afternoon. the weather was warmer than I thought. warmer than Aki, my class, LOL. wear shorts also won't shiver. XD
I agreed to go Genting because it was my dad's birthday. so okaylo since want to celebrate, but more like going there to sleep only. haha

Walked around after dinner that friday night, went to Speedy and got this,

YAY to HK version! :D the ori one from Jap costs almost RM400. @.@

....red wall.

幸せ。

2011-05-16T20:37:00.004+08:00

went out last Sat, :D

It has been a real long time since only four of us went out together.
As in, parents and sister only. :D

A sudden plan actually, for my dad to plan going out at 5 something.
Didn't want to go out at first, lol (being a lazy otaku, planned to stick myself to the comp for the whole day XD)
Well, changed plans a while later. Suddenly feel like wearing redred. haha XD
Kind of missed the old times, not like I don't like now, but, memories ma.

when seeing a red wall and chair. LOL. :DDDDD

Happiness is simple, like eating KFC together with your family in an empty room also. XD or even laughing ridiculously at small matters, sharing simple everyday stuffs. Or sharing a cup of yogurt with them.

Welll, thats what family are. :D I'll sure miss these times more than ever after this. aih.

在家靠父母，出外靠朋友嘛。
Being with friends is also a blessing. :D

looks like I'm starting to write stuffs in chinese. LOL.

Korea~

2011-04-30T20:53:00.010+08:00

Haha still wanna continue seeing the pics?
One month plus already. aih. time flies.

The following last two days were more to shopping than sight-seeing. so, nothing much to take photos of.
The day started, with rain. super coldddd *brrrr*

First stop, Kimchi factory. lol.
Had kimchi making lesson. XD

giving us the ready made chili paste for a start.

Korean traditional clothes! Hanbok for the second time!!! XDDD

This time I chose palace servant (宫女) hanbok because the colour was just too nice! and kind of curious. hahaha pink and dark purple is loveeee~

pretty mom~! hehe so pink!

Yeoju Premium Outlet, where they sell branded stuffs.
Nice to see, but the price also very nice. Didn't get anything here. see only. lol
kind of wasted 1 and a half hour here walking here and there. =.="

Lunch, steamboat. :D unique building

We sat on floor to eat. lol. My leg cramped after one hour. =.=
But it's fun XD

On the way, saw this famous...river? forgot the name. lol.
Melvin went there if not mistaken from his photos. :)

东大门's DOOTA

Shopping Paradise, if you have enough money. The varieties in there can make your head spinnnnnn. lol. Saw "Nihon Gambare!" stickers on the front doors of the shopping center, quite touched by it. oh and there's many Japanese in there.

明洞
If you know many celebs, sure will get hyper in here. haha
Everywhere you turn, celeb endorsements is there. @.@

Hyun Bin~~~~ and Song Hye Gyo!!!!

JYJ of DBSK! *\(^o^)/*!!! lol.

JYJ standees :D :D :D feel like taking of the paper sticked on it. =.=

CN Blue...

Narsha and Song JoongKi!

CD shop! Ying Zhi!!! can see Mary Stayed Out All Night? hahaha Got Dream High, TVXQ!'s Keep Your Head Down and moreee LOL. Too bad I didn't get to go in there. The shop keeper locked the door after I finish taking photos. aih. what kind of luck is this. =.="

Dinner~ Grilled meat! They gave a lottttt of Samgyeopsal. Can eat until super full! finally satisfied. In Msia, they just give a little so not really enough for the whole family and quite expensive. Yapparinee~

beautiful HanGang

pretty bridge, looks like the one always appear in dramas and stuffs, not sure.

saw the KBS hall thingy nearby the bridge, on a saturday somemore, I wonder~

souvenirs, free stuffs got from the day.

Memories

2011-04-30T19:36:00.004+08:00

Ah, memories.
even if it took me a long time to finish them, even if it doesn't look as pretty as what I've thought before, these will be kept in my mind.

awww...can see my red bottle and bag from here!!!

remembered rushing to finish this, the only sakura/japan inspired board I've ever made. although I kind of dislike how the tree looks like now. -,- so kiddy. lol

2011-04-24T17:26:00.003+08:00

双子座

心口不一，原因肯定不只一个，也许是为了保护自己脆弱的心，也或许不愿别人想太多，令本来简单的事变复杂，而这却是双子讨厌自己的地方，明明心里爱着，却不知为何总是说着冰冷的话语拒绝，明明不想放手，却不知为何果断的答应，是太爱还是太恨，是陷的太深还是从未真正进入，很多时候这都已经不再重要，因为谎言伤害的不只是对方，还有自己。

足智多谋双子座

嗯，你善于说服别人，还是个很好的倾听者。

你很会照顾朋友，不过希望你别再为小事生气哦！热情、罗曼蒂克的你，总有众多的追求者。

你具有双重推断的头脑及优异的口才能力。你善于临机应变，富于机智，笔墨和言辞兼备。由于你对各式各样的事都很关心，为人又很热心，所以为十二星座中双重人格最显着的类型。双子座是好奇心很强的智慧星。双子座是有外向性格的男性星座：你非常外放、大方，倾向刚勇而富野心、活跃而且重视精神层面，对任何事情都充满了兴趣。

somehow this 2 posts, help comforted me.

Stuffs~

2011-04-23T15:17:00.008+08:00

see that I'm being a good girl and not onlining for 6 days for the event, I shall congratulate myself *claps*. *self-praising* XDD

A rainy week, as this week is a special week. Especially the wednesday one gave me a second thought, should I go to CA or not? decided to go, even though the rain was scarily heavy that time, with thunders and all. Keep telling myself that it'll get better, so we went out later at 5.30pm, when the rain wasn't that heavy anymore.
luckily it stopped by 6 something.

did a lot of thinking throughout the week, really glad I did not online. Although...being apart with *xxxx* is a difficult thing to do, I need to stand strong! resisting the pain from resisting it.
There's a reason why I listen to more songs and watch more mvs this week, is to distract myself. Aish if I keep reminding myself of whats happening and in the end I'll get emo again.　＝、＝

Btw, we started cooking this week, somehow progressing fine, I guess.

Monday

Tuesday

Thursday~

and on fri, Ito sensei called us to Himawari. Ate okashis and chatted a bit.
Sensei's phone wallpaper is JoKwon!! XD

Korea~ Seorak, Everland~

2011-04-16T21:02:00.020+08:00

じゃあ～続けようか。

雪～from my hotel room balcony

the snow mountain behind! すごく綺麗！

were on our way to 雪岳山,

moon bear, they live around seoraksan.

seoraksan behind, weird jump shot. XD

went to the top by cable car, it's operated by cable car operator. ;D

the mountain top, so farrrr :O

awesome view.

you can see the temple and the green buddha statue (didn't know we're going there after climbing the mountain during this time, just randomly took it :D)

can see cable car shape~ LOLOL very steep.

after reaching the top, all I can see was snow snow snow!!! :D:D white snow~ love it! it was supposed to be freezing cold, but maybe because there was not much wind (even tho its a mountain. -.-) it was great enjoying the view from up there. :D there were a lot of ajummas and ajussis going up the mountain too! 丈夫だね～おじさん、おばさんたち。

yahhh snow on my handsss!! XD hehe excited about snow!

no barriers at the end! O_O but nice la like that. have to be careful not to slip. @.@ yoshhh the top! ^^

Walked to the temple later :D

the wishing roof tiles, remember seeing this from some drama... bye, lol. heading to Everland at YongIn later. reached there about 4 something.

rest stop. cleannnn. someone from our group saw a person leaving their LV bag on the chair then go buy something like a normal thing. the belongings are really safe. no need to worry about it being stolen. :D

ichigo~ lovelove ^^

EVERLAND!

went to cable car first to go downhill

can you see the far away roller coaster? :D

herehere, much clearer view. :D World's steepest roller coaster! :D see the right side, the track is almost straight!!!

we went to the amazon area first, lead by the tour guide to finish the schedule first.

the ride was like sunway lagoon's one, only the seat has the plastic cover and more flexible. after that, it was safari. Both me and sis wanted to go on T Express first, since it is more exciting, and having thought it would be like those typical zoo type. but no :D. Animals do run free in there. but in a restricted area. then, people sit in buses, or vans to go around the place. waited for about an hour. the queue was no joke. super long. @.@

20 bears. a lot.

got our very own tiger bus upon special request from the tour guide. yay. XD she have to explain and translate for us, thats why. :) tiger walking freely beside bus. o.o another tiger bus~ they set auto gates for each section, to prevent animals from going into each other's area. if tiger meets giraffe... O_O elephant~ right one is 22 years old, the left is 12 years old. the driver said they're couples. lols 10 years diff. XD

lion-tiger couple. O.O first time seeing this too.

Liger. lion+tiger breed. it's fur pattern so unique. :D standing bear. waiting to be fed by the driver. XD

me and my sis went to queue for T Express later.

The T Express. have to say, this is the best roller coaster one I've ever rode on. for now :D the rushing through the wind feel, the night view from the highest top and others, was just too thrilling. I want to go on that again. :D one thing was, there's a couple sitting behind me and my sis. when the roller coaster started to go up, the girlfriend screamed "oppa!!!!!!! ahhhh!!!! I'm scaredddddddd!!!!!! I wanna go outtt!!" so loud. =.= then when we reached the top, she suddenly went silent...poor girl. then when going down, she started screaming again. as well as many others. lol. went to a resort hotel later, dinner wasn't provided for the night. we were supposed to settle our lunch in Everland but we exchanged it with dinner. So bought ramen and chicken~ ^^

BBQ chicken~ yumm. Beast and Wonder Girls endorsed it. :D they even deliver the chicken to our room, without receipt proof also they send. the chicken set quite good, got add carrot kimchi and a coke.

ramen~ :D:D

bought these cuties in the souvenir shop after T express. cannot tahan the cuteness already after seeing it around those souvenir shops. hehe they're standing in this photo! XD

試験結果

2011-04-16T20:16:00.002+08:00

I...got my results paper D:
was wondering how long it'll take to reach home...then it appeared.

the first reaction... :O pink paper! O_O!!!
second reaction... o.O? what? a white paper too?
then, OWHHHH, it's a feedback paper. WHATTT feed back? =.=!

my parents saw my results...hmm.

まあ。。もっとHWAITING!しよう。

blurring again.

2011-04-10T23:17:00.003+08:00

lost my mind along the weekend.

forgot to bring many things. how nice. such a blur person I am. arghhh.
headache. great. body sore. good.

going to pick my mind up this instance and start actually doing something.

I miss my bed. :(

I still prefer colouring over drawing. in a way.

@.@

2011-04-03T20:31:00.004+08:00

iyaaa, didn't touch jap for one month already. ottoke? =.=
rereading the homework, tried to finish it, but failed? wow. *hits self mentally*
going to continue later. the problem of doing things last minute.

just now came back at 4pm and cleaned the room. so much dust! clean until my nose also started running already. ishish.
hostel, a good place for study...but for living? chotto...=.= so hot here! aih
shikatanainaa. 8 months more? @.@

fighting haja!

Korea~ :3

2011-03-28T18:50:00.015+08:00

flew back to Seoul, met our photographer and bus driver, and were on our way to the North of S.Korea. Reached NamI Island after...2 hour ride? Nami Island was the island where most of Winter Sonata filming took place.

immigration??

can use flying fox to go there :O about RM150 per ride to the island

Nami Island, you can see the flying fox wire.

boat ride, waiting for the boat is colder than walking around. @.@ was a 7 minutes ride

didn't see wild ones, only those behind fences. =.=

After reaching the island,

swt I actually thought it was fake at first. *why is it cold?* oh! it's real ice!!! can't accept the reality that I see frozen snow. =.="

this too. =.=

wishing rocks

reading in toilet? haha

the toilet so cute, it has a traditional touch to it. LOLOL my aunt thought it was just for display purposes. XD

in front of wishing rocks~

reenacting winter sonata? kekeke

super straight and tall trees. :O

maple leaf~ ^^

Then it took another 1 hour 45 minutes bus ride. On the way to our next destination, our views suddenly (not suddenly, lol, fell asleep thats why XD) changed from normal villages to mountains...not just normal mountains, but mountains with snow beddings!!!! yahhhh still can't believe ittttt!!! I'm actually seeing snow iceee~~~ lalala *lols never see before ... =.=*

half frozen river! @.@

at the resting stop, snow ice! I know it's dirty but...still amazing. lols first time touching XD just now first time seeing.

see the way the sun ray shines? awesomeeee

the side view of the upper pic. :D :D

reached Daepu fish market, our last destination before going to hotel. this fish market sells cheaper seafood, fresh too :D

buying fried prawns and squid filled with rice (famous food at there) ^^ the ajumma gave us a free fried sweet potato :D "service~"

selling seafood~

ajumma preparing sashimi after we chose the fish ^^ freshfreshhh~

korea strawberries!!! Selling at about RM39 per bowl, すごく美味しかった～！

the squid from before. :D yummm~

the hotel, resort? got hot spring :O truly an eye opening experience. LOLOL a bit reluctant but still, went for hot spring for a while. @.@

the indoor bath

pretty lights~ ^o^

Freezing cold going out after going to hot spring. =.= didn't get to bring enough clothing. *sigh* try enjoying the air out there for a full minute. sure become popsicles. btw, there's an ice mountain beside the hotel. XDD thats why almost everyone ran into the bus from the hotel. XD wahh hot steamboat~ *so warmmm :D*

best sashimi everrr. really. the meat was chewy and there's absolutely no fishy smells. FRESH XD unique wasabi colour. lol

met who? lols soju (sake) bottle got Lee Hyo Ri!

Lee Min Jung

Big Bang Ha Ji Won

all endorsing soju... @.@"

back in the hotel,

futonnn

kekeke :D

view from the balcony, snow ice! O_O

Korea~ Teddy Bear Museum

2011-03-27T22:43:00.005+08:00

Last stop, TEDDY BEAR MUSEUM!!!! XD what I've been waiting for the whole day. hahaha The number of bears inside, really a lotttt. All kinds too :D sooo cuteeeee amd even moves!!! wahhhh wished I can stay there longer to see each one of them ^^"

The main reason of me getting excited, was this, Alfred bear! lols yeah, a bear from a korean drama, GOONG. One of my favourite dramas. XD and other bears too! they even have a special corner for it~! heh. ^^

Alfred ^^

suddenly bumped into these two at the rest area :D

Korea 2

2011-03-25T19:25:00.019+08:00

Third day, toured around Jeju Island. (17 March) Woke up early, after breakfast we took about an hour ride from hotel to 城山日出峰(Seong San Il Chul Bong) :D Slept a while on the way there. @.@ really lack of sleep after the flight. The view on the way. ^^

The weather was great and scenery is so beautiful~!

Dad and me, my dad wore thicker clothing. aww he looks all warm and comfy. XD
Very windy and cold, wore 4 layers of clothing. Doesn't look like it's enough because mine was "thin". But fortunately it's warm enough to keep me from freezing. XD it was about 5-6 degrees celcius that day.

You can't feel the cold from the photos. =.= it looks sunny and fun to play. LOL. but if you try taking out your gloves, your hand will become hard. D: SO happy that the photos turned out great. Love every one of it. :D

My mom and I climbed up the hill half way, then we went back down and went to the sea side. Partly, because I was...energy-less (even though I ate a lot at breakfast XD lazy la) and I really really really want to see the lighthouse!!! haha and take photos with it. XD

The lighthouse, if you still remember, it's from Secret Garden!!!! when they race each other to the end point which was the lighthouse!!!:D too bad can only see from far. No energy and time to walk there. LOL.
seesee the white light house at the far end. :D
My dad and sister continued climbing up top the volcano hill instead. The view there was great too~! If got chance, next time I'll climb up there! :D Wanted to climb 汉拿山 more, since samsoon climbed up there too. LOL Down to the seaside, they were selling fresh caught seafood, the price was reasonable, cheaper than if you eat at restaurants.

Normally they eat it raw, quite amusing that I never seen some of the seafoods before. :D Jeju Island is formed after volcano eruption, so there are no...sandy beaches. But there was a black beach. ^^ It was so windy till when the wind blows it kind of pushes you to one side. So kind of struggling to walk properly. haha
this day, a crazy girl gets excited seeing a lighthouse. no, 2 light houses, you'll see the other one later. XD note: only white ones. lol.
and her wish came true. XD

went down to the sea side. more stairs. :O

fresh sea food. the colours are so bright :D
After that, we stopped by the orange farm (My Girl!!! XD) A lot of fake oranges hanging on the tree. XD Decorated until so pretty. hahaha because of season change, winter to spring now :D so no real fruits, only those small ones. :O
fakefakefake. :O

REAL fruits haha
still in christmas mood~ Merry Christmas~~ XD
went to the shop later to get some goodies. :D
the shop
I got...keychains. Jeju keychains. haha the korean ajumma so cute telling us the price in chinese. ^^

Headed to All In's filming scene later. Forgot all about the drama storyline already. Such an old drama, cannot remember. XD

So just take photos and photos lo. hahaha The wind here was a few times more stronger than the last place. :O
human made sand-beach

drying squid

she saw another white light house. This time it looks like the one from Heaven's Postman. and...you know what happens next. XD

The chapel from All In
happy mom taking photo with the flower. :D
Mom accompanied me on the going to light house journey. haha kind of pulled her along. such a long road. :O
LIGHTHOUSEEEE Walked back to the chapel, and guess what. Beside the chapel is all K-drama posters and stuff. LOL. but quite old ones. The newest there I think is only Iljimae and Jumong.
LeeJunKi~ ^^
inside the gift shop. plushies!
Took off again, to native's village. Our guide, a native woman, did an introdustion and explained their history. The way she talks was quite interesting. Normally these would be quite boring but, adding humour made it much nicer. haha She then invited us into a small room and introduced their local products. there's the calcium tablet, a herbal tea and the honey.
the native guide :)
All 3 are good stuff. lols, if not for their offer that time, sure won't buy so many already. so expensive buying 1 box, but adding 2 free gift and halving the price made it more worth it. XD They say the offer is to celebrate their anniversary. lucky us. until March only if not wrong. One thing, they all seems to have good skin! Even ajumma all have smooth skin despite the harsh weather. Wahhh.

Next stop; Trick Art Museum. :D

Fun stuff, the way the play with the paintings, is creative that they play with optical illusions. ^^ See and you'll understand. lol.

The next destination was the Miniature park, where many of the world's iconic buildings were replicated in a smaller version. Nothing much here actually, just the buildings, some movie/ anime characters. Not many people also. XD Two Secret Garden songs were played! :D and IU's song also!!! likelike haha :D the interesting part of the park. XD

There's a mirror castle inside the park, went inside for fun. Suddenly, my grand aunt held on to my shirt, my mom to hers, forming a train and I became the leader inside the mirror room. @.@ my shirtttt haha being pulled here and there. :O luckily got out in a short time. XD

Then, CheongJiYeon waterfall. It's a park, a lot of student that day. Field trip I guess.

and lucky us! we get to see sakura!!! hahaha :D it was supposed to bloom later around end of March, but even the tour guide didn't know why it bloomed earlier this year. so unusual! :D

.... two more places left. *sighs* writing it back reminds me how hectic the day was, haha. but it was great :D

went to another park.

sunset!!!

note: there's too many photos here so...the last stop is on the following post. ^o^

Korea~~~

2011-03-23T17:57:00.014+08:00

yesyesyes finally got to go to Korea!!!! can finally cancel it off my wishlist. XD
somehow like a dream come true? hehe ^o^

This trip is awesome. for short. there's a few regrets, but too little compared to happiness I got from it. So far, this trip is the best one because I got to see a lot of things new, and got to experience a lot. DEFINITELY going back there, when I got the money. haha the things there really expensive la. @.@ Got to know more about Korea, the tour guide was so informative, she told us a lot about the history of Korea and even the date plus time, like in details. have salute her, must be real good in history and geography to speak like her. And the tour went off smoothly thanks to her arrangement.

Nothing much lags, and even got to go to some extra places and shopping center. :D The weather was basically good, there's a day where it rained but our tour guide changed the schedule so that everything is indoors and we don't need to get wet, because that day supposed to be going to Everland, an amusement park. This trip was more to understanding Korea, we just spend about 3 days out of 7 in Seoul. So I want to go back again to tour around Seoul! and visit Jeju Island again. :D

Even though the tour said we are going 8 days, actually it's about 6 and a half day trip. =.= way to fool people.

The trip "started" on March 15, with a night flight 11.30pm one. Korea Airlines tv screen is touch screen! lols got excited when I see the movies I can watch. XD

touch screen!!!

Didn't sleep much, think I slept for only 2 hours on the 6 hour flight. watched 2 movies, Cyrano Agency starred by Park Shin Hye, Lee Min Jung and other casts which I only remembered their faces =.=. and Rapunzel! hahaha

Cyrano Agency quite touching, and kind of confusing. Both main actresses are so pretty! Especially Lee Min Jung, haha having girl crush on her. :D
Rapunzel was cute, haha her hair so flexible, can do so many things! even until saving people also can. haha and kidnapping XD
takes years to grow such a long hair. @.@

Cyrano Agency

Lee Min Jung

Shin Hye

During the flight, my hair and clothes got charged, a lot. (maybe because of the friction with the clothing and seat) till the point that when I move a bit also got the "pikpikpakpak" sound. =.= and for the whole tour, during the day, whenever I touch my hair with cloth or my hand, it can fly towards it. Static. =.=

My first impression of Korea, is the sun rise. :D
Seeing rising sun always awes me. :D especially this time because its from the plane. took many photos of it~! When reaching Incheon airport, the view was so beautiful! ^^ kept pausing Rapunzel for that. haha luckily I sat next to the window. :D

Dawn. forgot from where I heard this, but the sky is the darkest before sun rises. somehow true? ^^ there's a star? on top. :D

When we reached Korea, it's about 7.20am (Korea time) that is, 6.20am (Msia time). It was about 0-5 celcius outside. Can see our breath coming out from our mouth when we talk, even nose. XD On the first day we already have to fly to Jeju Island at noon.

largest sun I've ever seen. :O

So before that, we went to 青瓦台 (like the White House, where the President of Korea is), GyeongBukGong (景福宫) the old palace and the National Folk Museum of Korea, which is all about Korea traditions and stuff.

青瓦台 nearby

青瓦台

National Folks Museum of Korea

Wanted to take a lot of photos...but, the thing is, the battery ran out fast on me. =.= Someone said it was because of the cold windy weather and it takes lots of energy to warm up the camera. Didn't know that. aih. Resulted to using my beanie to protect the camera from cold the second day afraid it would get cold. =.=

Then in the afternoon, we went to Gimpo Airport for Jeju Island.
after getting there, we visited this,

Jeju Island's guardian

the sea is so breathtaking! but the thing is it's super windy and cold there. =.=

went to another place called "Mystery road", nothing much really. Just that the bus will continue moving forward on a going up slope even though the engine is dead. some optical illusion, kamone.
they say it's because of the creature and the cemetry that made the road somehow weird. but, the place doesn't look scary, but cute. =.=

Ate one of these fish cakes, yummm :P

merong~ :P

dinner~

Checked in, went out to the mart and got banana milk! :D

^^~

and thats the end of day 1 and 2. lols

happy, sad, boring, random things and events?

2011-03-11T22:44:00.014+08:00

kind of glad that March is a holiday.
like that I can clear up my mind a bit, from this and that.

finished a japanese drama today, 12 epidsodes. heard of "Celeb and poor"? my mom bought it last time so I just watched it with my sis. The storyline was okay, just that some parts are REALLY illogical. like no matter when the main character is poor and jobless, or poor and with a better salary job, or have a rich girlfriend, his life is still unchanged and his breakfast is always egg with rice. =.=" nevermind with that. lol. Besides that, Aya Ueto is really pretty!

just now open fb, it's filled with earthquake statuses. aih
was worried about friends at overseas, but, luckily they're safe.
yappari japan ne, the buildings are almost earthquake invincible.
but 8.9 is really, huge. hope the people there are okay.

if msia, sure byebye lo. see the apartment in front of my house area, made out of cement blocks, like lego stacked up together. 超不安だ。if it really happens.
天災がそんなにほどくないように望んでいる。

anddd...downloaded Secret Garden OST! yosh! ^^

HyunBin and HaJiWon are awesome in the drama! as expected from veteran actors ne! Hajiwon is actually older than Hyunbin but they can act like it's the opposite! and when they exchange their souls, the way they act deserves lots of credit. there's too much favourite parts in the drama I can't choose which goes in the first place. And it actually ends up in a way that explains the important stuffs properly. So, I'm cliff-hanging free! hahaha Although it's the typical rich guy and poor girl drama, and the stuff inside are pretty guess-able, the drama editing, cast and the settings makes it all interesting and not lagging. :D goodness I'm addicted. =.=

hmmm...that makes me want to re-watch it again. lols soushiyouka?

this scene seriously LOL XDDD

awww so cutee, like pressing away the things that made her troubled in her dreams~ ^^

Not only this 2 following scenes made me cry. T.T

but the mermaid story he changed the ending so cute. ^^

Did most of my packing yesterday, hmm seems like it's about 3-11 celcius degrees there now. I'm going to be freezing there. @.@
and...am watching ANIME now! lols Kaichou wa Maid sama~ until epi 6 now. so "efficient", hahaha :D quite funny. ^^

LOLS just realized this post is filled with so many things. =.="

Curl curl

2011-03-09T20:22:00.005+08:00

see what boredom+curiosity results? lol.

I played...with mom's curler. XD
saw a hair tutorial last time, then wondered how it would turn out if I try it...so, ta-da. turns out, okay. and next time, I'm curling my hair myself. not letting others curl it. it always turn out too curly if others helped curl it. I actually prefer light wavy curls more than those...goldilocks type? :O
something like Miss A Suzy's one is fine.

...long time no see, friend.

2011-03-08T20:05:00.004+08:00

Happy Women's Day? lols.

went out early to KL today. and met with...TRAFFIC JAM. how nice. =.=

went out at 7.15am and reached KL at around 8.45am. 1 and a half hour!!!!
kind of got headache after.
didn't feel like typing a lot today. so yeah.

oh one more thing, I saw some friends along the way. long time no see~ XD

Sg Trip (27 Dec) Part 2

2011-03-06T21:51:00.003+08:00

(1/10/11)
Part 2 :D

Universal's Day! :D Happy that I got to go, luckily my cousin had bought the tickets one month earlier, and on the week before, everything was sold out. that explains the huge crowd. =.=

My mood kind of went down after having to line up real long for the rides.

Note: Next time, when going to amusement parks, don't EVER go on a holiday. Especially school ones. =.=

It was not really fun, if you count the number of rides I rode. =.= COULD've been more fun...if the crowd was smaller. Glad I can go there at least once.

Our first ride was: Revenge Of the Mummy. :D one of the must-ride-rides. haha
rarely roller coasters go backwards and this actually does. :O it was awesome. XD The Mummies were actually...scary when it jumped out, with the sound effects. It's like going through a storyline, very nice. And the queue, although super long, but there's always something that keeps you un-bored.

Too bad the Battle Galatica roller coaster thingy was closed. If not, the day would've been much awesomer. I want to go on the rideeee. :( LOL feeling like a kid. XD

Battle Galatica, RED: human side ; Blue: Alien?

In Jurassic park cafeteria, for lunch actually, but didn't buy anything. only drank the juice from Far Far Away

At Far Far Away, the 4D movie for Shrek was cute. ^^ it's another new storyline. prolly prefer a more...exciting motion chair? it's just a little bit shaky, right, it's a child friendly one. sorry.
Sat Enchanted airways too. Dragon was the roller coaster and you can see Shrek's magical fairytale characters along the ride. kawaii!!!! haha

Far Far Away :D

Lunch? XD

bought the drink at this souvenir shop

which is here. lol

Shrek's swamp. lols later we saw Shrek and Princess Fiona came out for pictures and stuff.

inside the castle, before the movie

Then, we went to Madagascar area. :D more cute things! I think the thing I did most at USS was....taking pics. -,-

rode on it because...it was cute. haha

watched a show at the musical theatre

and, thats the end for that day.

Begin.

2011-03-05T16:48:00.004+08:00

「泣きたい時は泣けばいいから、　ねえ無理はしないで。

涙枯れたら、笑顔が開く

ほら、もう笑ってる。」

悲しくなちゃう時に、こんな曲さえあれば、いいことじゃないか？
二、三年前に、まだ日本語が大体分からなかった時に、この曲を見つけた。
どうしてか分からないが、その時も、歌詞の意味が全然分からないで、こんな時に聞いたら、普通はすぐ泣かなくなるようだ。
音楽は国際的な言語だろう。分からなくても、そんな気持ちが感じられる。奇跡か？　（笑)

最近、またこの曲を聞くことになった。

Presentation

2011-02-21T20:15:00.003+08:00

今日の発表は終了だ！よかったなああ～
息ができたような気持ちが感じられた！

実は、昨日ばかりそのスクリプトを書いてしまって、ジュリアさんと練習した。
今回は私、一生中に初めてこんなに「自信」を前と比べて、もっと強く持って発表したかも。
ちょっと “豁出去”の感じが起こったのか？
ほめられて、少し驚いた。できるだけしてたのに、先生はうそをおっしゃっただろう。　はは
質問に返事がいいといわれた～うそでも、でなくても、うれしい！
もっと頑張ろうと思う。。。できるかなああ。。。

やっぱり、自分に勝つのが大切だ。じゃああ、自分に負けないようにしよう！
皆頑張ろうか～？　（＾＿＾）

勉強のことは。。。今週大変だろう。　＝。＝
頑張って！怠けてないように。　・現実でなくても。。。（笑）

もう一つのことを言いたい。
実は、slide　の　background　はジェジュンとユチョンがいた。　ははは~

自分を楽しませるだけ。　XD

ジェジュン

ユチョン

CNY 2011

2011-02-13T17:32:00.013+08:00

HAPPY CNY!!! the time of the year where you can see many red. and red sea. :D

one of the things about CNY issss...eating. lol.
so yeah, ate lots of stuff and in the end, got sick. =.=
hope it'll get better on senpai's graduation day.

Before CNY, my cousins, sis and I went Sunway for ice-skating and movie~ hahaha
so niceeee ^^ we skated for about 4 hours then watched 笑着回家.
Quite funny la the movie. heard the director of it was Ah niu.
oh and my skating skills got better! YAY! ahaha can actually skate a LIL bit free-er now. but did fall down once because there's a person suddenly fell down beside me and I...got shocked and lost my balance. =.=

The next day, evening we had badminton at nearby court and later reunion dinner at night. Had a little praying session and did a lot of random things, like taking crazy pictures and stuff. lols the crazier ones, were kept in the folders, private viewing pleasures only. XD
The better ones are here tho :D

the bubble blowing thingy me and my sis got. lols. playing this instead of fire crackers. -.-

and...the family photo. :D 3 out of 8 families were here. too bad not everyone was able to come. :( but anyways! better than nothing! ^^

"Happy Chinese New Year!"

Happy RABBIT Chinese New Year!" XD

And, 初一 morning at Church ^^

Family photo, lol, I looked out of place without the traditional clothes. XD TBH, Idonthaveacheongsam. my sis's one was from my cousin's. and she wore heels! :O

Me and Trace. I love this pic :D

Michelle and sis. :DDD

Cousins! ^^

went back to penang after reunion dinner and church. jammed all the way there. @.@
seems like even non-CNY-celebrants also went back at the same time. the whole journey took about 6 hours. =.=

On the way to Penang, beautiful "sunset"? I guess. it was already 8pm when I took it. o.o

My sis, cousin sis, aunt and I slept at my aunt's new house on a mountain side for 2 nights, it was freezing cold at night, and morning is really cooling. :D maybethatswhyIgotcough. lol.
And the rich people houses there were...magnificent? unique? yeah. haha got $$, but some of the architectures were awesomely built. like few stories high house on a slope. :O luckily Msia...is almost earthquake-free. XD

the houses, hmmm not one of the prettiest ones but whoa.

at my aunt's. saw this cute RED fan and couldn't help myself. heh.

At penang, the most frequent thing I do is, eat, eat and eat. Bak kut teh, salted vege soup, hokkien mee, laksa, the cookies...and more. o.o

初二

Hokkien mee~ the only hokkien mee I eat, because I don't usually order them

Ayer Hitam roundabout~ decorated prettily eh. haha

初三

Lunch at grandmother's. with uncle. XD

the twins! they grew taller! so fast.

went to Queensbay later and...got a mag and a SS2 DVD! :D
and there goes my money. *waves* can't wait to watch it. since it is the dvd of my first concert. heh.

Bak Kut Teh at other relative's house. lols eateateat. XD

went to visit my grandmother's and grandaunt's old good friend and her family. She's 92 years old!
and still quite healthy! :D wahhh.

the twins started to play the oranges...

the only clear pic of him looking at the cam. haha so cuteeee

then...they worked together to arrange it. LOL

older fraternal twins and younger identical twins. haha my mom and my aunt~ and my cousins~ :D There's another pair of twins in the family but they didn't come to penang.

After that, my parents decided to go to Straits Quay, a new area in Penang. :D Quite nice but not many shops were open because it was late already.

Guess this sums up the whole CNY and I didn't touch my books. lol. bring back home for nothing. Finished watching Mary Stayed Out All Night! cute drama, but typical storyline...=.= the indie band stuff was something special about this drama and Jang Geun Seuk with Moon Geun Young!!!! Two of my favourite actors! :DDD

didn't do anything much special, just the usual visiting relatives and stuff. Somehow, I feel extra warm meeting my relatives this year. it's like...next year's the last one before...youknow.

"You're not alone."

2011-02-06T18:04:00.005+08:00

"You're not alone."

such a supportive sentence, it immediately linked to a memory that I kept for a certain period of time now.

Seriously, the amount of respect I have for them, is getting ridiculously real. Am I dreaming? How I wish the whole is just a happy, peaceful place like it was when I was younger. Why the world is filled with manipulations?

I guess, this is the point of, GROWING UP.
You gain something, you lose something. So, you make decisions.

Being a pioneer at some point, is hard. But lucky is the successor to it. Glad that someone is setting a new start, for this.

This must be one of my emo days. =.=

"We'll always have your back. So don't worry, and fly as high as you want. Because, even if you fall, we'll catch you."

생일축아해,우리재중,윤호아.

Pre CNY

2011-01-25T19:07:00.002+08:00

24/1

=.= I’m in the mood for blogging but the internet isn’t
.
Let’s see. Last weekend was filled with CNY shopping. Went to Bukit Tinggi on Fri, Kota Damansara on Sat and Bukit Raja yesterday. Things are getting more expensive than last year. No choice. Mom spent a lot more on this CNY with the groceries and stuff. Seeing her busying here and there, and me, just comfortably staying here, makes me guilty. Luckily there’s sis helping her. Hmmm I’m going pay back during my break then.
AH right. This made my time at home shorter. =.= managed to watch 1 and a half episode of Mary Skipped the Curfew! The drama is filled with cuteness!!! Can’t wait to continue watching it!
Mom curled her hair like Mary. XD shorter version. hahaha she cannot tahan me calling her mary and she just kept laughing. Seeing her laughing makes me realize that I miss spending time with my family. Although I go back home every week, I’m still home sick. But this is a different kind of homesick, it’s something like yearning to spend more time with my family, like just talk. =.= LOL I’m such a kid. This is the last year that my age starts with a 1. So be childish as much as I want? XD
Like last week’s celebration with senpai was fun even though I didn’t play as much. Missed playing those games that I used to play, glad that they organized this. I got hyper too, but didn’t show it much. =.= whywhywhyyyy. I’m happy that senpais are flying, but I’m kind of worried. Not them, but me being so weak in other subjects. Aih. Have to take a real note on it.
Oh and today, got chocolate again from English teacher. Present from the test :D didn’t expect much but, YAY! Free chocolateeeeee. XD Hahaha

One week more till holidays! Kon shuu Owarumade Ganbatte!

（・-・"）

2011-01-22T21:07:00.006+08:00

原因。。。まあ。。。

多分、そんな言えない事だろう。誰に話せば、いいかな？　この痛み、誰が私を理解してくれて？　

その外、
実は、私は普通の学生だけ。　数学、化学、物理に本当に怖いんだ。
なんかなんか勉強しても、こんな結果が出る。
無力感が出てきた。助けてほしいな。

また、
このごろの私、本当に怠けているんだ。＝。＝
放課後の時間の半分以上はインターネットしてばかり、友達としゃべたりしていた。
復習なども、あまりしなくて、悪いなあイェンシン。
数学の成績、またひどいだろう。

先輩達をみて、もうすぐ日本に留学するんだ。
友達も一生懸命に勉強している。
このような様子をみたら、怠けているの私？恥ずかしいな。

今、元気を出して！！！！夢とか家族とか、どんな原因でも、大切なのは、やっぱり自分のために勉強した方がいいね。

あきらめないように、화이팅しようか？화이팅！！！！！

too attached.

2011-01-09T20:40:00.005+08:00

after all the fun from holidays~ I really miss holidays. when it's holidays, I miss school. and when it's school, I miss holidays. =.= the irony. gah.

Guess I should cherish the "now" moment more neh, since it's the most vivid feel you can experience. Once it's over, it'll never be the same again. Like now. reminising the past.

Things ended well in 2010. 2011 started, in a jiff. Just wanted to vent my feelings in this. Last week's school was fun~ :D

But, it's the opposite in the other side, the virtual world. I can hear, something slowly breaking. this is bad.Why? from the controversy, comebacks, and news. although...it's kind of sad. But I hope they can get through this. I want good songs!

Sg trip (25-26) part 1

2010-12-31T09:04:00.009+08:00

Just came back from sg trip. super exhausted now.
update...next week? LOL.
I think...I should post day by day. =.= okay. そのことにする。

[editted]
25 night-26 whole day

hmmm went to sg by the 11.00pm train. LOL the train was just...same old shaky and noisy. =.=

little cousin sis and me. :)

Melvin actually asked me to check out Tampin when he heard I was going to pass it....kind of sleepy while waiting for 2 hours (since he said it's about 2hours to reach tampin? and I was secretly celebrating something else anyways so still have to stay awake :D), and this is what I saw. =.= sorry for the shaky pics. the train was moving...and I was too sleepy to change the mode of the cam. XD

a toll

a newly built station

in the end, total darkness. LOL

so I slept at 1 something and the next thing I know, we reached the immigration station at woodlands at 6 something. =.= reached final station and went to my aunt's house at 8 something.
and whoa it was like a family gathering or something. hahaha since so long everyone went out like this. 16 people squeezing in the small apartment. LOL crowded and "merry" XD

After breakfast, we went to vivo city then to Sentosa. First time staying in a hotel in sentosa! LOL was too excited that time (partially because...after I saw the Battle Star Galatica Roller Coaster of USS from vivo. oh the beautiful view. I want to sit on itttttttttt XD) that I actually forgot how sleepy I was. XD

seeee the red and blue roller coaster? :DDD

at vivo. on the way to the monorail ^^

RED monorail!!! XD

on the way to the hotel. so cuteeee :D

Checked into siloso hotel. It was pretty, hotel-like. =.= Having the tropical and "environmental" ish concept, which means trees and animals, saw few squirrels here and there. First time seeing it! ahaha not that dangerous la. unless you make it angry. :O

From the outside of the hotel.

the swimming pool. with a huge waterfall. that I forgot to take a photo of. T_T

the garden beside the pool. hotel rooms behind the trees

Too bad it rained that day. If not I'll be in the pool playing for a real long time. XD aih. so long didn't swim already. :(
went to the raining beach instead. =.=

Did nothing much. Sat bus to pahlawan side to eat dinner then come back again for the musical fountain.

By the pahlawan beach. beautiful sunset

musical fountain

One thing interesting that we did were visiting Resort World. Walked there. @.@ Actually got a good view of the Universal Studios globe (much better than during the day. not many people were there. XD)

Got to take weird pics in front there. haha
And there's a cute candy shop. They decorated everything in and front of the shop with...candy-like stuffs. like lollies, popsicles, jelly beans? SO COLOURFUL @.@

LOLS for once, my sis actually looked like my twin. XD

Went back to hotel at 11 something. Can't actually believe I watched Malaysia-Indonesia 's suzuki soccer match. =.= First time watching a soccer match "properly"...interesting. XD
Happy that Msia won~ haha

Cut My Bangs

2010-12-25T16:30:00.002+08:00

by myself. because it was poking my eyes. it was too late to find a hairstylist. and I need a good view of the world. XD

going to board the train later. Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas~!

2010-12-25T00:58:00.011+08:00

[edited]
It's Christmas!!!
Don't know why I'm so hyper suddenly. Wishing and liking people's Merry Christmas status on fb. LOL. and it's already 12 something. :O
Just came back from my cousin's place. Christmas eve partyyyyyyyy was awesome. Just kind of wished for...more time to spend with them, even though...we meet almost every week! :D
Next one, CNY. :P Hope the karaoke and ice-skating plan will work. XD

Chris and Stephy came yesterday, the last time I met them was last Oct for JYJ Showcase. ;D
Reached Trace and Mich's house at 5 something.

wore brown contacts. :P Can I don't wear contacts to class? lazy laaa. XD

Can't believe I actually wore heels again. Christmas special. LOL bought it out of...curiosity. one word: PAIN. cannot walk properly also. =.= only when slowly can la. hahaha
Both of them prepared a few activities for the Christmas party, like the gifts exchanging session, carolling and games. Didn't go as planned to play all the games, but it was crazy and enjoyable just being in a room with them. LOL Even Mich's friends too XD

Went early, to kacau them. ahhahaha

Stephy and Sis

with Trace and Sis

Pretty Christmas tree and red wall

with grandmom. :)

preparation of Christmas Turkey. heard that it was very pricey. first time seeing it. lol. forgot to eat it. =.=

Chris and Stephy

dinner

"adults' table" lol.

cute Christmas decor :DD

carolling.

exchanging presents

On Christmas day

the cousins :D

Tracy and Michelle

Bakkutteh lunch at Klang

and went home after that to prepare for the sg trip. ^^
can't waitttttttttttttttt!!!

생일축아해~준형아~!

2010-12-19T01:27:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday JunHyung~!

I know I'm insane for sleeping at 1-2am in the morning for the past week and posting 3 happy birthday posts here. Just for my own satisfaction, thankyou. And just now, I sent a Happy Birthday message to Junhyung, the rapper of Beast. andddd indirectly, I got... a reply. Maybe it's just me dreaming, but hey, a girl can dream right. (gah. I'm getting lifeless nowadays. =.=)

I can't believe Jaejoong...actually went for the similar look as Junhyung. O_O the hair, the jacket, the sunglasses. Although it's not the first time, but my first impression of Jae with the look was..."Junhyung??". Too sensitive, maybe because it's Junhyung's Bdae but...they are looking similar! *o* Plus, JunHyung's hair since Soom promotions is similar with Jaejoong's. you twins. XD

Junhyung in HyunA's Change MV

Jaejoong at the Fanmeet. :D

.....I'm dead. @.@

Happy 19th Birthday~

2010-12-17T19:07:00.004+08:00

I almost forgotttt. It's Jaejin's Birthday! :D
He's the Bass in FT Island and below is his bass performance from...about 3 years ago? I love the intro part. ^^

I like this remix of the slower version of the song. :D

Pig rabbit

2010-12-17T10:05:00.003+08:00

Somehow...the bunny looks like duejitukki to me. It has the aura? XDDD

Re-open. ^^

2010-12-16T15:23:00.004+08:00

Thought of renovating my whole blog. But, no. hahaha
I like the simplicity of this blogskin. Can't find another good one anyways. :)

Welcome to the reopening of my blog. ^^
Posted some old drafts up, didn't get to finish them in time last time. :)

Welcome to read it, if you like it, then yokatta ne! ^^

If you don't, don't read it. :)

Happy Birthday, dolphinnie Junsu.

2010-12-15T16:54:00.004+08:00

Today...is the dolphin's birthday. Isn't it? Of course, how could I forget. Today, is also the day I finish watching SungKyunKwan Scandal!

우리사랑하는준수아, 생일축아해요~

I did learn many things, from them, especially from DBSK. I like them not just because of their looks, their songs, dances but also one of the important ones, their hearts. I can't remember how many people praised DBSK as the most polite group, how sincere they were and stuff. I don't know them personally, of course, but what I known, it's enough for me to grow strong for the want of becoming a better person, to people around me, and to God.

Since today is Junsu's bday, what I learned from him, is, perseverance. Years ago, a trainer, who loves music so much, wanted to be a singer. Like other normal boys, he undergoes vocal chord change, to the state that the doctor even told him that he couldn't sing anymore. Yet, he tried singing, again and again, when his voice couldn't even come out properly. He even tried shouting with all his might, despite the straining of his throat. And he continued singing, for his passion for music is huge, like his other members. Now, he have became one of the best singer in Korea.

Overcoming obstacles, persevere till the end, never give up, I never realise that, being a human, can stand strong like this. Even to the point that, a bystander like me, can't even believe it.
See what have DBSK came into today, 11 days more, till their 7th anniversary, and people already said that they disbanded. No, it's different than HIATUS. I don't know whatever's behind it. でも、側に守ったら、何か見えるかな。。。

This must be one of the days I missed them too much.

Shopping

2010-12-14T19:27:00.007+08:00

Went to The curve.
Didn't see anything much special in the Christmas decorations...compared to last year's.

Camped at Popular for a while.
Bought two shirts...for next year's CNY?
found a few jap magazines, but old ones. =.=
Nothing much special happened. the "SALES" word is everywhere, lol. Tried to find something sultable, with mom, yappari it's faster. XD Mom makes decision fast. If I was alone with my sis, don't think I'll buy it. LOLOL

Oh and one thing interesting! the super cute bunny that my sis bought few months ago! She gave it as present to her friend last time. T_T This time, we saw it again! My mom and I...went hyper. hahaha It's sooooooooooo cute, innocent and "pity"-looking. XD I mean, the head is big, and the body is sooo tiny. Makes it unbalanced. hahaha so cuteeee!

Sis and I :)

with the bunny :D

bunnyyyyyyyy hahaha

ate 納豆～ ^^ second time. haha

Random thought: I want to watch Rapunzel and Narniaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

...

2010-12-06T23:00:00.006+08:00

I thought...I thought. I am weak, weak one with many problems and freaks out alone when she can't concentrate. Going to be honest with myself on this one.

Learning from so many people, no matter, teachers or friends, or even family. I think coming here is really the right place. imagine, if I were in a different place, I would still not learn all of these. In just a mere 7 months, I've made so many friends, did so many things, hang out with them like old friends, learn, experience so much that I didn't expect before.

Never did I studied as much before until I came here. Before this, I slack a lot, still doing homework, but only study when the exam's near. sounds like a lie right. I don't know why, coming here, makes me want to study, makes me want to improve, and change for the better, maybe you're all my motivation. Seeing how all of you worked hard for what you dream, it's very motivating. Now, not only from the so called "virtual" world, from the real world, too, somehow there's someone for me to be motivated. To go to Japan with all of you.

Never did I know, that I could get close to friends who I merely know for less than a year. Normally, before this, maybe it's because that I move around a lot until I settled down during the second half of my primary school years, I don't really get what you called "old best friends" that shares many things together. So, I would have somekind of camouflage, you may say. Cold, quiet on the outside. The type that wouldn't approach people first unless close? I'm glad that God brought me here, and brought all of you here.

I'm looking forward to continue this with all of you. ^^
Although I still lack a lot, but よろしくお願いします！　

Ice Skating, JLPT, KLCC

2010-12-06T21:35:00.011+08:00

ALL TESTS for this year the over finally. Although, I don't really have hopes for it. :/

Even JLPT!

December 3
Kaiwa test was over, think I'm dead for that, but nevermind. Was the third one to have the exam. Went back by bus mini with YingZhi, ChenZhun and Mugu. Watched KON while waiting for the others to gather at al-awwal for lunch.

Yippie reading newspaper and Karmun~

CK showing the cute kitten vid ^^

Yingzhi taking pics too, Xavier and Poly reading newspaper...

Went to Sunway later by taxi then KTM.

while waiting~ :)

Did Iceskating, who knew my first ice skating was with you all. LOL.
Been passing through the ice rink since forever...well not forever, more like from kindergarten days? a really long time, that is. GLAD I DID ICE SKATING!!! ^o^
RM31 for ice skating, finallyyyyy!

Ice rink!

Had fun although my ankles were soring from the pressure of the ice skating boots. Played for 2 hours first then we rested a while. Then continued again. kind of tired. Who knew that people would sweat from ice-skating? =.= should've wore a normal shirt. aih. I'm happy that I can skate slightly faster after two hours of practice. :D fell down a total of 5 times that day. Still need to work on my brakes and eat more for energy. haha then Sharon and Syuhada came. lol but they didn't ice skate. Saw the word SALES everywhere. and Christmas decors. Having Christmas mood now. LOL

Before going back by bus, saw the ticket launching for LamFong's concert. Didn't know he'll come thats why didn't see him. lol.

December 5 - Japan Language Proficiency Test (JLPT)
wahhhhhh we have to gather at 6.45am! =.= woke up earliest again. but did some stuff here and there until the time reached then we went out. Don't know why, I'm always happy when I see sun rise (Rising Sun? ;D) it just looks beautiful. :D

The exam venue, Confucian Private Secondary School was near Petaling Street. and beside there was churches. Even saw a mass being celebrated although I can't go because of this test. The school was really huge! :O there's even lifts.
We went early for the exam. Took photos here and there, chatted, tried to study (I didn't really prepare much...lol)...

the gate

Confucius statue

JLPT was surprising, okay for me. haha at least it's easier than school exams. :) just hope I can pass. The unknown vocabs, I even got the right answers through guessing. yokatta?

After Listening, the last test.

Went to Petaling Street for lunch then went to KLCC. :D
During lunch,

Pretty Christmas tree in KLCC *loves* haha

Christmas season~!

Planned to watch either Rapunzel or Harry Potter but no good seats and time. So, only a few went. Yingzhi, Karmun, I went to Kinokuniya first. CK, YiXing, Poly came too. We went to the Japanese magazine area. After so long only I found out the place. =.= saw Heaven's Postman novel! I want the dvd... T_T And found a lotttttttttttt of DBSK and Kpop magazines in Japanese! I got...hyper of course. XD Bought one for...fun and "study" *coughs* Senpai came too! but they disappeared fast. lol.

hehehe :D

Then after a while, we decided to go eat secret recipe! on the way, went in to Isetan. やっぱりね。。。the things are different. somemoreeeee the price is okay since it's on sale. Some are still expensive tho. =.= just browsed through them. Ate Chocolate Indulgence, ahaha. I'm in love with the cake because of wengsoon's bday cake. LOL. it's soo nice XD although sweet. have to satisfy my sweettooth once in a blue moon. heh. :)

Yingzhi and Karmun both chose Marble cheesecake, Poly chose Tiramisu. the tastes are quite good too! ^^
Yixing can't find us because he was at another Secret Recipe! LOLS.

[Phone call]
YiXing: I'm in front of Secret recipe.
Me: I'm in front of secret recipe too! where are you?!
Yixing: it's near Pizza Hut!
Me: Whattt? There's no pizza hut here! We're near the LRT station just now!

Then we realized the truth. LOLOL.

all of us the gathered with everyone else at the center - the SKII area. haha. Syazwan bought a weird looking but cute lamb! sooo cuteeee that it made me want to squish it. hahaha. sounded violent. :O the bear was cuteee too! ^^ Chenzhun made the bear and the lamb look cuter! hahaha

the cute lil bearrrr ^^

The other had dinner at KFC. :) Karmun, Poly and I went out. We went to get water first. Was extremely thirsty. Then Poly showed us a big bear. really hugeee! Quite fluffy looking. ^^ haha managed to take a pic.

SO, after that, we were off to cake hunting to celebrate Stanza's bdae! But it seemed like the cake was really expensive, and we ate cake before. We considered donuts, a slice of cake, muffin...but none was good enough. Kind of wanted a thing that everyone can share. :) Then, went to Secret Recipe (the one Yixing went before), and in front there was, Gelato ice cream!!! I like it since last time I ate it with Manyee and Jasmine~ ^^ So...I kind of suggested it, I wanted to eat it too...XD

Went for a family one, 4 scoops, then asked for 6 spoons. Anddd another thing came in, the candles. Thought of Rocky, but the nearby shops don't have them. and we saw candycane :D so yeah, the candle. XDDD

Sang Birthday song, glad Stanza liked the birthday ice cream and the candycane :DDD
Went back afterwards at 9 something. :)

It was a good but tiring day~ love it. haha

so BEAST

2010-10-09T22:42:00.007+08:00

HAHA! I've found another new "addiction". and now officially announcing in this almost dead blog! XD I'm so guilty of this. =.=

Wonder what is it? I'm so shocked that I've even get to see another group like this anymore. AND to think I'd ever rank another group after Suju this fast and most likely I'd...rank them same as Suju. :X

yesh it's SO BEAST!
I'm a B2uty now too~! Soo it's Casselfty? CEB(Cassiopeia/ELF/B2uty)?

They can sing decent (compared to other rookies), dance, some of the songs are even partly composed by themselves and raps are totally written by the rapper Junhyung himself! Glad I decided to check on them. :D
They. in a way, are similar to DBSK, maybe thats why, I feel familiarity.

At first I remember, LOL BEAST? what kind of name is THAT? XD then because of both MBLAQ and BEAST is debuting at the same day, the silly me decided to watch Oh Yeah instead of Bad Girl for my daily kpop dose during pre SPM period. sheesh how silly I am. *hits head* Because of Rain la. aishaishhhhh.

LUCKILY it was not like DBSK's case, which I found out how all rounded DBSK is after a few years I known them. =.= It's like since 2006 I knew the name DBSK, 2007 I know their individual names from fanfic, 2008 only I saw their Forever Love mv and on March only I started to take notice of them well. =.=!!! I so regretted for wasting one + year for Fahrenheit. *hits head more*

Eventually I got into watching Mystery after finishing SPM on DECEMBER 14 2009 because people said it was better than Ohyeah. And it was TRUE. it got me addicted and yeah I decided to check on Bad Girl too. :D downloaded their albums before, actually thought it was not bad for a rookie. Plus, Shock, Ajigeun and Easy is nice too! And now, after watching B2ST Documentary and B2ST Almighty, their personality portrayed is interesting and funny. XD

They are releasing their 4th album! wonder what'll be like. haha :D

(edited again on dec 14, for photos.)

random stuff on holidays.

2010-09-09T18:37:00.005+08:00

Went to Klang last Sun. :D
bought a blue striped shirt from Nichii. don't ask why I bought BLUE shirt.
okay I'll tell. because it's pretty? wahahaha.

hmmm maybe wearing it to Super Show 3. :D come on peopleeeeee come with meeee. going with mk alone was...LOL
think I should finish my SS2 fanpost before I go to SS3. XD

now, I bought a shirt instead of a pair flats. I need shopping shoes. the old one was broken. ish. now I can only wear sneakers instead.

My uncle went with me and my sis too!
Can't believe he drove us back. LOL.
Everyone is growing up~ :D
remember we used to play gameboys and playstations. haha
we still do play! played table tennis and a BIT of basketball at the arcade. ahahahha
I did win a few goals against uncle despite the slight soreness from playing badminton at hostel. HAH, the reason for not exercising = SORE PAIN MUSCLES. =.=

and there lead to me jogging at early 7.30am around my neighbourhood with my sis and her friends. yes, to exercise. hahah
Ate banana before went out. haha. BANANA provides ENERGY you know! (ahem, monkey me. XD)
The morning view was beautiful and seeing the RISING SUN of my neighbourhood while jogging was the FIRST time for me. Glad that I decided to wake up early to jog despite the fact that I slept at 1.30am the night before. LOL.

Passed through KX's and MK's house so I decided to sms them when passing through.
and who knows, MK decided to have a mini pre-koreanizing gathering at her place. hahahhaa So I started sms-ing people. short notice! =.=
Happy that Pyngpyng and Kuanxin went! :D poor pyngpyng...sorry that have to hear so many fangirl stuff. heee. lets change to something that everyone can do together ~~sometime~~ NOW. :D

BUT...I still wanna go karaoke. :( anyone agrees with me?

should've took pictures. ish. =.=

Stuffs

2010-09-09T18:27:00.004+08:00

Kind of lazy to blog because it seemed like no one was reading.
Many things DID happen ~~this~~ last month.
Like...getting another new textbook, getting interviewed by ito sensei, and more...

SO,
TEXTBOOK 2! it's greeeeeeeeeeeeeeen. :D

INTERVIEW WITH ITO SENSEI. :O
and only I know that my teacher...watches the same dramas as me! She watches korean dramas too! and just finished Sunao! yoshhhh. XD
imagine fangirling with my teacher. hahhahaa
She knows...DBSK. :D and listens to them. woo~
She even said Jaejoong's Japanese is fluent! Jaejoong teach me! haha

KOPLN 1 - Water Balloons?!
Ate Domino's pizza before the war. :P yummm

KOPLN - Trip to Museum Shah Alam.
After living in this very state for so many years, only until recently I know of this museum's existence. =.=
and it's not even far away! kind of interesting tho. didn't go to a museum for a long time.

REDREDRED WINS. of courseeee

2010-08-15T22:06:00.003+08:00

Starting anew.
the world, although isn't a perfectly wonderful place, it's a place where people enjoy, suffer and learn to live, and live to learn.

I'm starting to get used to this now.
school's *ahem* college is getting fun :D
trying to strive on to survive and reach for that dream!

GLAD that the court ruled well.
RED WINS! :P

they are truly, as quoted by many, HEROES. :D

One year.

2010-08-03T19:10:00.003+08:00

The things I almost forgotten, the stuff I wanted to forget.

But, how I can forget you? You made me this way. That my heartbeats a pace faster, that my lip curls into a smile when I see you, that my heart aches like someone is cutting it when I see your sad face. My mind works on its own when there's a hint of you that I could trace. That I know, you have problems, and I can't help, but to just stay still and watch you being hurt.

It has been one year, it has been so long, since that one day, I woke up unusually early in the morning, to check for your updates. To see that all of you, fighting for your rights, standing up against whats wrong. "Proud of you." if only I can say this out loud, to you.

Waiting, it really takes someone that is worth it to do it. One year, isn't that long for someone I don't even know in real life? Wait, the longer it takes, the more it proves that my decision is right after all. Agree with the others, that our relationship with yours is not just a passerby thing. The bond is unbreakable. "Lets meet our fans with their kids in the far future", such a cute wish. I know all of you don't want to separate this way. It's lonely.

One year, it hit me that the world isn't such a wonderful, innocent place after all, its REAL life.

AKTF

After Mid sem.

2010-07-11T22:00:00.004+08:00

yayyys. it's sooo HOLIDAYS!!!
I'm on holiday I'm on HO-LI-DAY! :DDDD

hmmm...been watching Tasty Love and Cinderella's Sister lately.
Planning for days to watch Suju Premium Live, but didn't have the chance yet. But it's good to be home. No matter what.

Home will always be the place I return to. Because the Earth is sphere, not square, or other shape. hahaha
inspired from the Cinderella's Sister. XD
I'm in love with Yesungie's "It has to be you". :D
goodness. Although I've already acknowlegded his good voice, BUT STILL, I get impressed by him. ;DDD
good for him to raise his popularity nowadays~!
the drama DID make me tear a lot. =.=
Tasty Love was not badd...starting to get to the end part now.

blablabla. XD

oh. right. I JUST FINISHED MY MID SEM EXAM!!!! :DDD
Physics and Chem was...a disaster I suppose.
Maths was OKAY...

Japanese is totally OKAY! XD just afraid of the careless mistakes and all.

Friday was just oral test. Celebrated Melvin and Karmun's Birthday at Pak Li's in Ole Ole. :D It was fun. ;DD
Kind of made a havoc there and in fb. XDD

the celebration

My oral session with Uno sensei and Jasmini sensei was kind of not good enough. blame my nervousness?
AND I've been waiting for almost 2 hours for my turn. I'm the last in the class, because my name starts with T. =.=

While waiting for our turn, we were the almost last ones, so we got bored and took pictures. :D
and they say no phones. XDDD

AiYin and Me.

YingZhi and Me. There's one teacher say we look similar. :O

the kaiwa (oral test) goes like that. (all under is in Japanese)
can't really remember though...but it goes like that.

Uno sensei: Hai, Yen-san come in.
Me: Sorry for interrupting *bows*
Uno sensei: Name and Student Number please.
Me: KTJ2010** de, Yen Xin desu.
Uno sensei: Hai, please sit down.
Me: Thank you.
-omitted convo- LOL. I forgot what I said basically. it's like I'm talking in unknown language. She asked whether I ate breakfast or not and others. XDDD
Uno sensei: OKAY, so let's start. When is your birthday?
Me: (roku gatsu kokono ka desu.) 9th of June.
Uno sensei: what do you do during your birthday when you were a child?
Me: I didn't do anything. (P/S: LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!!)
-forgotten parts-
Uno sensei: (she starts talking real fast. ohno.) hai, SO, now you have to ask me a 3 questions and I have to answer you.
Me: (in mind: OHNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!) hai. *smiles* Sensei, when is your birthday?
Uno sensei: Around March.
Me: What do you do during your birthday?
Uno sensei: I go out with friends (*theres more, but can't hear, and I pretend that I can hear.LOL.) .....
Me: Aa, soudesuka. (Oh I see.) *pauses* Sensei, last yea-, no, this year, where were you during your birthday?
Uno sensei: I was in Malaysia.
Me: *smiles and whispers* hai. *continues smiling but is getting crazy inside when teacher is writing some notes! I think I got a few particles wrong or something. I don't even know what I talked. D:*
Uno sensei: hai it ended already.
Me: Thank you. *stands and bows then go to the door, then bows to teacher* and said, Sorry that I interupted.

-ends-

O____________________O

I think, it was....erm. not too bad? at least I didn't stutter. OR I THOUGHT?!

well. it's over. hahaha

Kind of used to hostel life...in a way. still afraid of the dangerous toilet. D:
Saw Purveena, Roshan and Thinagaran last week! :DD
I heard Edzdiani is here too!!!
oh yayyys! old friends in new place.
I still wish somehow my really old friends will come and berhostel with me. :P
Still happy to see familiar people in a new place!
I can't believe Puri actually dyed her hair orangey brown. :D

my class is just at the end of the curvy stairs. The one with white grills. :D

taken from the library last wed. you can see my block, the teacher's room and the canteen that we usually go to eat from here. LOL, from the highest floor - the fourth one. XD

Since "W" came out, and few incidents, and the nearing date of August 1, which is the 1st anniversary on my pain, I feel...kind of empty in certain part. Like something is missing.
I need it back. I know what it is but, waiting for it to be back now.
I'm just continuing my life as usual.

I miss my friends, the old ones of course.

ALL OF YOUUUUUUU. why oh whyyyyy?
I want to see all of you. when are you free?
the gatherings I asked many and many times, whoever is SURE that they can go please, don't fongfeigei. =.=
Still makes me feel sad you know, although it's okay.
THIS WEEK, any day, which day?
Do contact me. :)

I feel like I'm not making any difference sms-ing all of you so many times, and no confirmed answers. SO, please tell me when you're free. and make sure that you can come on that free day of yours? pretty please???

I'm going to appreciate my holidays. :D
Didn't do my daily DBSK dose of news. don't know why.
But, I still can't bear to skip those faved DBSK songs. aiiih.
and watch the performance.
It's attached to me like an addictive drug.
Once you start, you can't stop. ~~So why don't I enjoy it?~~ XD

Guess the five voices really IS a drug.
I don't get the same effect with other groups though.
and someone told me this won't even last long.
BUT, it's already two years and 4 months.
hmmm, another 1 year and 10 months more I guess. :)

W

2010-06-21T18:33:00.004+08:00

All I can say, it's beautiful.
I've always wondered how Jaechunsu would sound if only them were put in one song.
well...you know, my favourite three, but I still love DBSK as whole.
the emotions put inside, it's so strong that it can even make one tear.
yes lah. I'm emo-ing. ONE tear drop kay.

I can understand a bit. :D
good thing. but the video...isn't of high quality. Don't care anymore.
Can't wait for the DVD and the NEW album.
If only, 5 is complete.

wait. found the lyrics! :D
So touching.

W - written by themselves.

夜空に浮かんだ
yozora ni ukanda

星が文字を描き出すのは
hoshi ga moji wo egaki dasu no wa

偶然じゃないと
guuzen janai to

今もまだ信じてるよ
ima mo mada shinjiteruyo

同じ闇の中で　
onaji yami no naka de

同じ距離のままで
onaji kyori no mama de

W＜ダブル＞を描き続けている
W wo egaki tsuzuketeiru

君に見つかるように
kimi ni mitsukaru youni

もっと輝くから
motto kagayaku kara

keep in mind that I love you.

きっと
kitto

いつか逢えるから
itsuka aerukara

目を閉じる度君を想う
me wo tojiru tabi kimi wo omou

(YC: You're my everything)

君が居ることが
kimi ga irukoto ga

今もまだあたりまえなんだよ
ima mo mada atarimaenandayo

ただ今は君が幸せであると願い
tada ima wa kimi ga shiawasede aru to negai

僕らの階段をひとつひとつ登っていくよ
bokura no kaidan wo hitotsu hitotsu nobotteikuyo

僕らはまだ僕らの未来想像しながら
bokura wa mada bokura no mirai souzoushi nagara

君を待ってるよ
kimi wo matteruyo

きっと
kitto

いつか逢えるから
itsuka aeru kara

目を閉じる度君を想う
me wo tojiru tabi kimi wo omou

(YC: You're my everything)

君が居ることが (*note: junsu sings this part as 君がもう一度/kimi ga mou ichido)
kimi ga irukoto ga

今もまだあたりまえなんだよ
ima mo mada atarimaenandayo

いつか逢えるまで (*note: jejung sings this part as いつかもう一度/itsuka mou ichido)
itsuka aeru made

君の居場所は守ってるよ
kimi no ibasho wa mamotteruyo

(YC: You're my love)

君ともう一度
kimi to mou ichido

笑えると信じているから
waraeru to shinjiteiru kara

(JJ: もう一度
YC: You're my love
JJ: Please hold on)

時が流れても
toki ga nagarete mo

どんな痛みが待っていても
donna itami ga matteite mo

君がいつまでも
kimi wa itsumade mo

僕たちの”プライド”なんだよ
bokutachi no "puraido" nandayo

夜空に浮かんだ
yozora ni ukanda

星に君が呟いた (*note: junsu starts to cry & doesn't sing this part)
hoshi ni kimi ga tsubuyaita

さよならじゃないと
sayonarajanai to

今もまだ信じてるよ
ima mo mada shinjiteruyo

同じ空の下で
onaji sora no shita de

同じ夢を描き
onaji yume wo egaki

W＜ダブル＞を探し続けている
W wo sagashi tsuzuketeiru

同じ形のまま
onaji katachi no mama

ずっと輝くから
zutto kagayaku kara

keep in mind that I love you.

逢いたくて (repeat)
aitakute

きっと
kitto

いつか逢えるから
itsuka aeru kara

目を閉じる度君を想う
me wo tojiru tabi kimi wo omou

(YC: You're my everything)

君が居ることが
kimi ga irukoto ga

今もまだあたりまえなんだよ
ima mo mada atarimaenandayo

いつか逢えるまで
itsuka aeru made

君の居場所は守ってるよ
kimi no ibasho wa mamotteruyo

(YC: You're my love)

君ともう一度
kimi to mou ichido

笑えると信じているから
waraeru to shinjiteiru kara

(YC: Your smiles again)

ENGLISH TRANSLATIONS

I still believe,
It’s no coincidence,
That the stars floating in the night sky
Form that letter.

In the same darkness,
Remaining at the same distance,
Always showing that W,
Shining ever brighter so you can find it.
Keep in mind that I love you.

Surely, we will meet again someday.
I think of you every time I close my eyes.
(YC: You’re my everything)
It’s still only natural for you to be here.

For now, I only wish for you to be happy.
As we imagine our future,
We will climb our stairs one by one.
I’m waiting for you.

Surely, we will meet again someday.
I think of you every time I close my eyes.
(YC: You’re my everything)
It’s still only natural for you to be by my side.

Until we meet again someday,
I will be protecting your place for you.
(YC: You’re my love)
Because I believe that we will be able to smile together once more.

(JJ: Once more
YC: You’re my love
JJ: Please hold on)

Even as time passes by,
No matter what kind of pain awaits us,
You will always be our pride.

I still believe,
That the words murmured
To the stars floating in the night sky
Was not goodbye.

Under the same sky, drawing the same dream,
We will continue to search for that W.
It will always shine in that shape, so
Keep in mind that I love you.

I miss you (repeat)

Surely, we will meet again someday.
I think of you every time I close my eyes.
(YC: You’re my everything)
It’s still only natural for you to be by my side.

Until we meet again someday,
I will be protecting your place for you.
(YC: You’re my love)
Because I believe that we will be able to smile together once more.

(YC: Your smiles again)
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remember the last last post before this?
W is love. as expected. :)

BTW, exams are ONNN next week. won't be updating! Till the holidays people! :)

Wish me luck in mid sem! ;D

credits to ^^
Fancam + audio: readyforever @ konsaato
Lyrics, romanization & translation: locofruitcake @ konsaato / mandasoh@tohosomnia.net
Shared by: konsaato (livejournal) & tohosomnia.net
Please do not remove credits

2010-06-19T21:38:00.003+08:00

Shouldn't have watched Suju's Super Show 1 and DBSK's The Secret Code just now.

All the emotions just rushed in all over again.
I missed them, in complete, not incomplete like this.

Hope that everything is fine after this.

Still keeping the faith, but I can't do anything else than that.

Everyone else seems to be working hard now, I should do that too.
Working on to build the path for their future.
Although I'm not so sure about this, but, I've already chosen this path. Better make it a PINKISH one then!

hmmm...enough of that.
CAN'T WAIT FOR July 10 to come!
My dear holidays, please come to me faster and don't leave me fast... :D

can't bear to see July 4th and 5th to come, it's the one year anniversary of dreams, one year anniversary that DBSK finally made it to Tokyo Dome.

The smiles that are irreplacable. The tears, sweats, bloods of hardwork made reaching for that dream, I respect them for that.

I SHOULD REALLY WRITE AN IDOL ESSAY ABOUT THEM! XD

hmmmm...I really should. haha

Just. Plain. Biased.

2010-06-13T00:53:00.010+08:00

Fanclub names and colours

TVXQ/DBSK – Cassiopeia (Korea) and Bigeast (Japan)
SUPER JUNIOR – E.L.F (Ever Lasting Friends)
CSJH - Shapley
BIG BANG – V.I.P
SNSD – Sones
SHINee – Shinee world or Shawols
BoA – Jumping Boa’s
2NE1 – Blackjacks
RAIN – Clouds
SS501 – Triple s
F(x) – Aff(x)tion (Affection)
Wonder Girls – Wonderful
Se7en – Lucky Se7en
2PM – Hottest
2AM – IAM
FT ISLAND – Primadonna
KARA – Kamillia
V.O.S – soulmate
BROWN EYED GIRLS – Everlasting
EPIK HIGH – High Skool
CN BLUE – Boice
U-KISS – Kiss me
BEAST/B2ST – B2UTY
MBLAQ – A+
AFTER SCHOOL – Play Girlz

HMMMMM....after checking out the fanclub names, isn't Cassiopeia the prettiest name? :P

or...am I just plain biased? hahah

Awww I LOVE being Cassiopeia! :D

Not really sure of whether the other bands/singers have official fanclub colours, but MAYBE for MBLAQ, it's BLACK. haha

The meaning of Cassiopeia♥♥♥
(Official Colour: Pearl Red)

Cassiopeia is the official Korean, Chinese, Thailand, Malaysian and Global fan club for TVXQ. It is a constellation of five stars that form a "W" on the night sky. Coincidentally, the word "TVfXQ" also forms a "W" when traced on a computer keyboard.

...and so, the "W" word on my fb wall. :)
it became a song title! A good thing, but my heart hurts.

The keyboard thing is actually discovered by Changminnie himself! *loves* ;DD

erm ONE question, is it obvious that I like Jaejoong? I mean, as in the first time you see me, you know kind-of-thing. :D

Super Junior, Minjin-sshi ;DDD
(Official Colour: Sapphire Blue)

E.L.F…an alphabetism derived from the phrase “Ever-lasting Friends” who always cheering their 13 oppas.

For Shinee, and for Jaspuff ;D
(Official Colour: Pearlescent Sky Blue/ Baby Blue)

SHINee World, or Shawol, is taken from Shinee's first album name, Shinee World, and a song from the very album as well.

CSJH The Grace
(Official Colour: Pearl Pink/ original: Pastel Rose Pink)

Shapley, is named after the largest known megacluster in the universe, Shapley, whose 4 brightest points are four very bright stars which can be seen from Earth. As many of you know, CSJH is also known as the female version of TVXQ. :P Pastel Rose Pink (first pic) was originally their fanclub colour, until the debut of SNSD, which the fans took the colour. After having Pastel Rose pink for 3 WHOLE years the color is no longer Shapley and CSJH The Grace but is now SNSD's & their fan club "Sone".
SM then decided to make Pearl Pink Shapley's official colour (second pic).

My favourite all time girl group is CSJH. The fact didn't changed since I knew them. :) It's around the time between I knew DBSK and Super Junior that I know about them since I'm curious about the "female" version of DBSK, to see how good they are. SO, no doubt about that. Pretty unnies, pretty voices, pretty acapellas, cool dance moves, cute personalities. ;DDD

FT Island
(Official Colour: Yellow)

Primadonna is taken from a song title from FT Island's first album. :)

BigBang
(Official color: Big Bang’s fans do not have a balloon color for showing support at concerts; instead, fans wave black and white BB (obviously standing for Big Bang) handkerchiefs/bandannas.)

V.I.P. is in reflection of their second single “Big Bang is V.I.P.” . it’s also meaning that fans is Very Important Person to Big Bang.

random post. LOL
picked some of the infos here and there, and typed some of the ones I already know myself, so credits to them and me? :)

...wait. I just spent 2 hours writing this fangirl post + fangirling through the pages I searched for. =.= well, it was worth it! XD

생일 축하해요~!!!

2010-06-09T20:51:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday~ to myself! :D

awww.... *lovelovelovessss* hahaha